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  1. So, I didn't know where to put this, so I figured I would make it a blog. I need some advice and thoughts and whatnot on something that's been going on with me lately.
    So, a month and a half ago or so, I started getting these really weird headaches. They were at my temples, and they were less of a headache and more like pressure; as if something was trying to push its way out from inside my head (at least, that's the best description I can think of). Extremely painful, even for someone with super high pain tolerance like me (I can break bones and not have a care about it. Hell, I laugh when I break bones). They didn't last too long, only a few minutes each at most, and they lasted about a week. Once they subsided, I suddenly started having blackouts. I would do something, and suddenly not remember what I did or said. The blackouts ranged from a time period of a few seconds to a few hours; periods of time where I don't recall anything. Most of them were only a few minutes of lost memory, like I would do something to my friend, then he would do something back in return a few minutes later. I would be confused as to why they would do that, not being able to recall just moments before.
    An example, in one of my classes, I walked up and jabbed him in his side (something we do jokingly at each other, considering it makes you look like an idiot when you curl up from it). In response, he grabbed the collar of my shirt and pulled me back. Literally seconds after doing an action, I completely forgot I did it. I was utterly confused as to why he did that.
    Now, that's only a minor example of a few seconds of memory lost, but there have been plenty of times where I've forgotten hours of my day. I only used that as an example because it's the only one I can explain, seeing as he told me what I forgot.

    And so I make this blog to ask for other people's thoughts on the matter, and possibly even some advice. I have no idea what this is, I have no idea what causes it, and I don't like it. I dunno whether those headaches I mentioned at the start are relevant, but I figured I would mention them. So if anyone has anything for me, please let me know. I may see a doctor about it, but I dunno, since it hasn't posed much of a problem yet, only a nuisance.