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  1. I'm not reconsidering being otherkin, just reconsidering my explanation of my identity.

    For a long time I've been saying my spirit kintype is the result of a past or alternate life. But there's always been a slight niggling at the back of my mind. Something saying "this isn't quite right". I think ive finally workeed it out. Using a past or alternate life to explain my identity suggests that I died at some point, which I don't think is what happened at all (I don't even know if it was even possible for me to die). So now I'm thinking a more probable explanation is a misplaced soul type of situation. All I can do now is keep researching, I guess.
  2. I woke up this morning in an extremely strong mental shift of my spirit kintype. On top of this, I also had a horn phantom shift relating to the Qunari kintype that I am still questioning. Not only is this the first time I've woken up shifted, its also the first time I've experienced two different shifts simultaneously.

    I 100% think the cause of this is stress. Lately it feels like everything around me has been happening super fast, while I'm stuck in extreme slow motion. When I try to catch up I feel feverish and frantic.

    My shifts have lasted all day, and honestly I'm still not completely back. I can still feel the horns. I'm not used to having such a prolonged mental shift. It's left me with a tension headache from clenching my jaw, I feel heavy and slow. And homesick.