Trying to make myself comfortable here isn't easy. Not anymore, not that my sense of self isn't stable anymore. Not that I berate myself and get paranoid over what others think.
At least I find reading the posts interesting. I'm not a patient person at times. This seems like a blitz of thoughts.
Despite my hate, I can't outwardly yell at someone, I always end up screaming at them internally. A front for work and home, if I did it at work it'd raise concern, if I did it at home I'd be yelled at or called an idiot or something.
I feel more male, and it's nice. I do have some feeling of dysphoria, to be in some ideal body, but I don't think it ever lasts long.
I don't want to go to work...
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