I've been doing my thinking, as I do, and my looking through things.
Thing is, this video right here -
Still resonates deeply with me. To a point where I felt such understanding I nearly cried again.
I still feel some sensation to the area surrounding Orion's Belt, although I can't explain that further due to it just being a feeling. I still feel like I'm here for a reason.
Further than that, I don't know.
Looking it up, I don't match the criteria necessary for a diagnosis of BPD, even though I made my list and it makes some things understandable.
I had a particularly strong phantom shift a few days ago - it was like a sail or horn coming from the top of my head, to the point where I could feel it's weight whenever I turned/moved my head.
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