I wonder if my feeling of being inhuman really stemmed from my feelings of underlying gender identity issues. It makes sense to me in some way, the feeling of not being comfortable here/in this body, the happier feeling of being mistaken for male, and so on. I have periods of gender dysphoria, then things calm down, like a rollercoaster in a way.
I feel like this could be much longer, but I'd just be repeating myself. If I lived on my own, I'd be myself, in charge of my own life and choices. Here, it's stifling. Hurting.
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