Why is this concept so hard to understand? I thought I had my identity and who I was all figured out but it seems like I don't due to the comments and questions i'm getting. I'm just going to take some notes on here.
Some of this is just me venting, I get scared easily by people who know more then me and I hate being told i'm wrong. Thank you all for all or your help so far though!
- I don't have a religion and if I did i'm not sure what it would be. I believe in souls as just you and who you are but I don't believe in a life after death.
- I'm pretty sure I know my theriotype. I'm positive it's a bat, i'm obsoletely positive. I've meditated and seen them in dreams and all sorts of other stuff like phantom limbs and mental shifts leading to it, but now i'm starting to question if that's true again..
- I'm starting to doubt the whole spiritual name thing now. So lets scratch everything i've said before and just say it's the name i've given my theriotype.
- Tumblr was/is NOT my main source of information. I promise. I have used many websites that people on tumblr have guided me to though and most were created by elders in this community.
- I really really really really really hope i'm not coming out as a stupid cringe worthy fake new otherkin. I really hope i'm not cause that's what I feel like right now. I'm dealing with a lot of stress, my girlfriend is away at a camp where I cannot contact her, I failed a grade and now I have to make it up in school and i'm having lots of trouble with new and old friends. I'm trying to take my time not to make errors or misspell but if I do it's because i'm really overwhelmed.
- I'm reading the Library on this site now, I just wanted to stop and write this down. Hopefully by the end of this week I will have more information and more accurate information on who I am and what I identify with.
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