I've been in some kind of limbo lately. I'm still in a generally depressed and self-loathing mood, but- I feel fine. I'm okay.
And I feel like I need something. Something important. What is it? Am I wrong to expect anything? Probably. If I feel fine, why do I need anything more? But something still feels wrong about how I am now. It's like a constant weight on my mind that's saying: "Do something! Do something!" And not making it clear what exactly it is. It starts to really stress me out. Like, it starts to feel really awful and then I just want to lay in bed and sleep as long as possible.
And there's no one who can help me. Only I can know what I have to do.
But it's okay. I'll survive. I'll live. I'm going to be alright. I won't let depression kick my ass like it's done before.
I'll walk through life staring it in the eyes.
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