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Rant/Breakdown NSFW

Published by Xavier in the blog Xavier's blog. Views: 56

Everything was going pretty fine, and then all of a sudden I had to make a stupid mistake. Now court is crawling up my ass for questions and what they want to do with me. I'm not a toy, they can't just bend and break me however they please, but they do. It's not liek I can tell them, "hey, I'm millions of years older than you, I'm not a child."
Now, because of my mistake, they're thinking of arresting me, arresting my boyfriend, or sending me back to my three abusers. If any of that happens, I'm ****ed. Not to mention they want Malak and I to not be close to each other, or talk to each other, because we are "dangerous" for each other. He's saved my life countless times, from my abusers, from myself, doesn't matter.
This is so ****ty. Last night, I cried for an hour, and because I didn't want to relapse and start selfharming and selfdoubting like I was not so long ago, I had to grab my mom (a witch) to save my sorry ass. I cried in her arms for about two more hours.
Although this was an awful situation, I took a big step last night, and threw away everything that I used for selfharm.
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