Self Awareness Thoughts (Are there to many I's?)
I don't consider myself a "Master" or anything to otherkin because, lets face it, I have mentioned many a time that i've been self taught much of this.
But i feel that i've have achieved a state of "Full self realization."
What do i mean? Well, that i finally learned all i can about my otherkin self.
Her past, her state of mind, her feelings, her thoughts...they are now mine and...well, they are all mine now. It's finally understanding what it all means.
Dose this make me any better? Pppph, NO, of-course not. It just means one thing for me; I can stop looking into my past with questions.
You may be wondering about how that can mean i'm still an otherkin if i know everything now. Well, being an otherkin isent just about looking into ones past after all. Its clear that its about being something other than ones human side. All this means is that i now have my answers, means i can help others with their identity by giving advice, tips, maybe other ways.
In truth, maybe its good that i found myself. I spent over 15 years looking for who i am...that's a long time to spend looking for your spiritual self...a long time i could have used looking for other things...like; love, happiness, friends, success...
I still may have questions that are still left unanswered, but i still don't know everything, nor should i really, my brain cant hold such info like that. I'm not a master and never will be. I'm just like everyone else, all this means is that i can stop looking at the past and look more to my future.
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