I wish I could just tell people. I wish I could tell people, and that they'd shrug and be like, okay, you're nonhuman, good for you, and that'd be it. I wish I didn't have to hide such a big part of my identity. I wish I didn't have to worry about someone finding out and making a big deal out of the whole thing.
In fact, more than that, I wish I had some proof of my identity beyond I feel this way, because that means nothing. I would rather be a freak with literal wolf ears, than... whatever I even am right now. Some lost dog caught between two worlds, not truly fitting into either.
Ugh. *slams head on wall* I wish I'd stop wishing for impossible things. I wish there was a way for me to deal with this that is actually, physically possible.
I'm so tired of pretending to be something I'm not.
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