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Meditation / dream log V

I've obviously been unable to keep the 2-week meditation log intervals, but there's still happening loads of stuff. Writing it down here helps me to sort things out. So... 10/03/19 Starting meditation in the meadow, then turning to mindscape/astral plane plasma. I feel like I can materialize into anything, and I seem to be able to find the other Guardians here. Overlapping with another spirit is comparable to mixing two different colored liquids, but not stir so much that they totally mix

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Dream log 2019/03/24

This morning I had another notable dream I'd like to share. It was a first-time experience, but I think it needs to be put in context of previous dreams. Maybe better add a content warning: plane crash, airbourne attack The dream took place in a known IRL environment. First, I was taking some kind of bus tour to a city I know very well, then I was at the village where my parent's former house was. In both occasions, I saw surveillance devices floating in the air that I can only describe

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2 week meditation log IV

This log is a bit delayed ... 25/02/19 Starting in my usual lying-on-meadow scene I transform to full dragon and take off. I see the ocean in front of me and there are mountains behind. I see a small building and check it out, but it's only a single deserted room. I fly to the ocean and am joined by the water dragon I saw on 10/02/19 (let's call her "O"). When she dives into the water, I decide to wait at the beach for another dragon to show me their homeworld. Suddently, C appears out of

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Dream log 2019/03/04

Well I had kinda strange dream this morning. I owned an apartment in an unknown city (slightly remembered me on two cities I know) and came back there (as human) after being away for a while. I found that the apartment was intruded by a witch who lived next door using some kind of magic. This had the effect that I couldn't enter my own apartment with my keys any more, but instead entered the witches' apartment. First thing I found was that she had a nice fursuit (I liked that). Now, she was

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2 week meditation log III

Again some meditation and dream log for the last two weeks... Notes: I don't try so much to interpret or explain at this point, I primarily describe what I've seen and felt. Many of the dragons I keep seeing have become more clear, and I know their names now, but I'm not too comfortable to share them here. So I'll use only initials and won't detail how they look like. This time I didn't meditate as much because (a) of real-world problems and (b) I deliberately slowed down the meditation p

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The Multiverse of Minds: Public executive summary

The Multiverse of Minds (MoM) is a philosophical hypothesis I formulated end of 2018. It basically extends the classic multiverse hypothesis, which is usually adopted by fictionkin to explain their experiences. It is currently not possible to scientifically prove the MoM hypothesis; it is just a proposal and thought experiment. The MoM hypothesis basically states that our physical earth universe is one out of many physical reality marbles (PRMs). The concepts observed by physics, e.g. time

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2 week meditation log II

Another excerpt from my meditation and dream log for the last two weeks... Notes: I don't try so much to interpret or explain at this point, I primarily describe what I've seen and felt. Many of the dragons I keep seeing have become more clear, and I know their names now, but I'm not too comfortable to share them here. So I'll use only initials and won't detail how they look like. 25/01/19 Performing another stand-up meditation like the one on 20/01/19. I'm standing on a meadow as full

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Doubts

So, monday last week, rationality struck me. A type of rationality which wants to deny it all. Which considers it crazy to think I'm a dragon. Which doesn't even want to take the time to think about it. Which calls it all an imagination, a dream. This rationality is what I need in my daily life. But as soon as work is done for the day, and I get a bit relaxed and start thinking about it, that rationality fades just a tiny bit. And at once, another part of my rationality fires away questions

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2 week meditation log

Here's just some excerpt from my meditation and dream log for the last two weeks... I'm actually stunned to see that there happened a lot. Note: I don't try so much to interpret or explain at this point, I primarily describe what I've seen and felt. 12/01/19 (evening) I practice to do a wake-induced lucid dream, but I fail to realize the lucid state... I guess should practice to lay in bed in full draconian form such that I don't have to transform when the dream gets lucid. 13&

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My otherkin history: a walkthrough

OK, so I'm otherkin. How in the world could that happen? Let me try to reconstruct the facts that led to this over the years. Up to now, I was afraid others could read them and call me crazy, so there is no written coverage on this yet and I need to recall events from memory. I'm only adding facts that I definitely remember to have happened; thus, I may omit many smaller events even if they still contributed. Early signs First of all, I cannot name a specific awakening event, hence I c

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First meditation experience

Thanks to the discussion in the meditation thread, I've done a few meditation sessions the past days. The last one was quite awesome and relates pretty much to my kintype, so I'd like to share the experience with you. I took a lay-down posture and listened to a soundfile with wind blowing through the trees. When settled down, I started by visualizing myself lying on the grass in a forest clearing as a human. First I concentrated on breathing and didn't think about much. Soon enough, I see s

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A magical moment

This morning, I again remembered a moment in my real life which maybe was the most "magical" moment I ever experienced. I would like to share it with you, and try to describe how it felt. This happened no more than 10 years ago. I was attending an event in a, let's just say, fantasy-like setting. It was taking place in the open, at a lovely old location on a sunny day. I was standing on the grass and just discussing a few things with friends. In that moment and completely surprising to ever

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Why I'm here

So I joined Kinmunity on Christmas 2018. Why did this happen? Well, the days before were very quiet. No work obligations, tons of free time (which unfortunately happens only rarely) and free to stay up long at night. Besides following some usual daily habits and hobbies, I was looking up some images on Deviantart. I found a very nice dubstep/trap/eHouse stream and a great online fantasy comic. Now, this seems to have been a trigger situation. It somehow unchained my mind and put me into a kind

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About me

Dear fellow community members, I'd like to start this blog with a little basic information about me. My primary KinType is Western Dragon. For all I can tell, I was born awaken. I've always felt a very close connection to animals and nature in general, and the wish to conserve and protect those has been one of the major driving forces throughout my life. I'm a very rational and thoughtful being, to the point that others would oftentimes ask me to think less. Others would probably also descr

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