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Two Life Updates

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I feel like I've been lurking for a bit and I wanted to give some life updates. 

1. Diagnosed Plurality

I've felt for a while I have/am apart of a system, and my therapist confirmed that I do qualify for OSDD-1b. I've "opened the floodgates" of it all in my head. I found out through meditation and stuff that I am actually not the original/core, and I (lemoandelance, the one who made this account) am actually a protective alter created to protect the core. I was created in a way that I could (somewhat) seamlessly continue living the core's life after she didn't want it anymore. I shut the other alters out to protect the body (and the core in the process). I'm letting them surface and oh boy they are coming in quick. My therapist just goes "let them just show themselves to you" and OH BOY DID THEY. I might make a blog about it all later, but here is just a brief run down.

2. Spiritual Psychology

I was raised religious, and because that turned out to be abusive, it is twice as hard to leave. So I've decided to dub my beliefs "spiritual psychology." Basically, I believe in the spiritual, but not in a literal way "astral plane reincarnation magick" way, but instead in the way that my psychological reality is my reality, so I should explore my mind and my identity as it's built during my life, but realizing that- in the end- it may all just be in my head. If there is a term for whatever the hell this is please @ me. 

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I never had the need to speak to a therapist, but I'm still so puzzled that they actually advise to explore plurality... which is very good, I think. I was just expecting they'd still advise to deny/ignore it.

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5 hours ago, Amber said:

I never had the need to speak to a therapist, but I'm still so puzzled that they actually advise to explore plurality... which is very good, I think. I was just expecting they'd still advise to deny/ignore it.

Definitely. I have expressed to my therapist before about my plurality, and how I've really been trying to ignore it and live a somewhat normal life (as a bisexual transgender otherkin, that's relative), but she said that I should give it a go and explore it.   

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