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I Should Be Doing Better at This

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I've been busy, I'll say that. Finally finished some post-work call paperwork and got a bit of sleep after working through yesterday and the night before, and I'll be in the city again for about 24 hours tomorrow for work again. All in all, I really need to move there to cut down on how much I need to travel for work, it's getting brutal. But, the blues of rent being costly. We'll see where it goes.

With being busy, I've set a lot of things that are important to me off to the side, shut down a lot of feeling in terms of them. My nonhumanity is included in that, a theatre technician is expected to be human after all. Well, an android can hang some lights and program some show files, but I doubt a Marowak can. So, human is the goal as of right now. And it seems to be working, aside from the ever-present dysphoria, but I'm used to having to ignore that anyways.

Either way, I seem to be failing my obligations otherwise, my life is almost completely focused on work right now. Non-stop, heh, the way I like it. 

We'll see where this goes.

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Why wouldn't a Marowak be able to do things like that? also you seem like your in the wrong job. Working in a place that suits you best goes without saying. Sounds like your not getting paid enough which is causing so much stress and not helping you so maybe its time to do something about it and not wait for a miracle. Only you can change your scenery and help yourself and you have to be willing to go out there and make that change or more stress you know. It's not a normal and healthy life to put things you like doing aside in life and things need to change. Be brave, I know you can do it, just take your first step no matter how small it is and begin your life anew. I know its hard but knowing you need to make a change is the first step and a simple one. 

 

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On 10/26/2018 at 9:19 AM, Whitecoyote said:

Why wouldn't a Marowak be able to do things like that? also you seem like your in the wrong job. Working in a place that suits you best goes without saying. Sounds like your not getting paid enough which is causing so much stress and not helping you so maybe its time to do something about it and not wait for a miracle. Only you can change your scenery and help yourself and you have to be willing to go out there and make that change or more stress you know. It's not a normal and healthy life to put things you like doing aside in life and things need to change. Be brave, I know you can do it, just take your first step no matter how small it is and begin your life anew. I know its hard but knowing you need to make a change is the first step and a simple one. 

 

It was more so a joke about shifts affecting work, which isn't nearly an issue. But, I can promise you if I was fully a Marowak, in the physical form, I would not be managing to do my show work. I can promise you however I'm not in the wrong industry, I love what I do even if it's stressful. As I mentioned, the work being non-stop is how I like it, and I wouldn't have spent three years in college for this industry had it not been what I wanted.

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8 hours ago, MechanicJasper said:

It was more so a joke about shifts affecting work, which isn't nearly an issue. But, I can promise you if I was fully a Marowak, in the physical form, I would not be managing to do my show work. I can promise you however I'm not in the wrong industry, I love what I do even if it's stressful. As I mentioned, the work being non-stop is how I like it, and I wouldn't have spent three years in college for this industry had it not been what I wanted.

I'm glad you're working in the place you actually like and enjoy, and sorry I didn't get the joke! aha ^^ I guess things would be much harder as a Pokemon and easier in other ways, depending on the Pokemon of course. The best thing about having a job is doing what you love and I'm just relived your putting your energy into something healthy for you even though challenging. Working all the time is really hard on the body and mind though and I feel bad for you. If there was something you could have done about it I guess you would have done or said something about it but working in certain industries its never easy. I hope you'll continue to stay happy and sustained in your job even though its been challenging. 

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