So, it’s rare, but recently they’ve become more frequent.
I hate my eye color in those times, because I can’t recognise myself in the mirror. To the point I want to break it, to the thoughts of clawing out my eyes. Until now, I looked up numerous ideas, no matter how risky, out of my desperation in those times.
Normal colored lenses have no prescription, which I’m fine with because I can just wear them under my glasses. They’re also daily.
And they help, I underestimated that feeling. Because having dark brown eyes almost drove me to madness, they make that gray so much darker... and it is so nice...
The problem with that is, because of astigmatism, they don’t sit 100% perfectly. And I sighed.
Until I found out this evening that toric (astigmatic) colored contact lenses exist. After a lot of searching and dead-ends that showed me one or the other.
Very, very rare - and very expensive since they need to be custom made... Currently, I’ve a pair of some that run at €80 *each* - but, they last 3 months at a time.