How long has it been? Since I woke up
Another nightmare.
I wake up, and reach for you. Only hitting the wall, abrupt.
I won't bother crying this time. I don't know if I can anymore.
I know, im being selfish, impatient. I'll be home soon. 
Yet you and I don't even have the luxury of sharing a moon.
Maybe, I should have taken more of my sleeping meds. Would that stop the dreams?
Probably not. Not in this world thats so alien still
After all these years. I doubt it. Nothing keeps at bay the screams.
The rain offers some comfort. The steady dripping, sounds like home. 
My bed is cold without you. Maybe it'll never be warm.
Im tired of being alone.