I finally realized why awakenings never stuck.
It’s not because I didn’t believe them wholeheartedly. It’s not because I didn’t have the drive to follow through with them. It’s because of the baggage they brought. I’m New Age, so I must be a vegan yogi who wears copper bangles and amethyst 24/7 to keep those chakras aligned. I feel like the image I need to keep up was always too exhausting to never keep up with.
But keeping up an image isn’t why I’m here. I’m here to spread my own kind of light, or my own kind of darkness, entirely my way. Fuck chakras and fuck yoga. I’m a Starseed Indigo Child motherfucker but god damn it that doesn’t mean I have to live my life according to standards made up by other Starseeds. We are all diverse and that is what makes the alterhuman community so beautiful, so why is the New Age path to enlightenment the only way there?
I’m making my own way.