Yes, I am starting a series! I like when other blogs are set up this way, so I decided, why not try it on my own! Some titles on other blogs may change to fit the new style.
So I tried to explore some other boards today. I only ended up visiting one fully and that one has got me questioning and confused on so many levels.
I started with the Plural Panel and let me just ask, is it related to Otherkinity or not? The long definition I found on this site about it did me no help besides making me more confused.
Apparently it's sharing one body with other beings (whether they be animal, a person or creature of fiction, or, well, idk).
So i'm just like, do plurals pick who they share with, or is it like otherkinity where you are born with it. Then I went on to read about walk ins and head space and all sorts of things that really make no sense to me.
The only thing I coukd relate to is the "talking" to your...what is it called...headmates? I've always talked to this one character from Monster High and sometimes its like I can hear her voice clearly although I'm not watching anything with her in it.
So basically, the character is Draculara. I have always been fond of her, and even though she is over 15,000 years older than me, i've always felt as if she is like a sister. We share quite a couple personality traits, likes (except her thing on vegetarian, we always get in arguments about that), and other things about us making us very alike (will go into this more on another blog), except she has quite alot more friends.
Sometimes the other ghouls pop in from time to time and a whole conversation starts up. In my dreams where this happens, it usually is set in a coffee shop sort of place. I think the definition mentioned something about headspace.
I'm gonna interpret that to mean the world inside your head. Mine isn't that different from my city, except without all the crime and construction. Also, things we think would never be possible today could happen. Impossible is a word no one has ever heard, if you think it, it happens somewhere.
When me and Draculara are by ourselves, it tends to be somewhat like an apartment set up. We sit in one of the rooms and chat like nothing out of the normal is wrong with that.
Sadly this has only ever happened in dreams and when I daydream. I tend not to daydream often though, as I usually end up seeming like i'm talking to myself.
Sometimes I actually ask people if they can hear her. Everyone says no of corse but I never stopped talking to her. Quite literally as I am writing this she is telling me not to talk about the cat. Haha Drac, I didn't go into detail about it, just mentioned it.
Back onto topic about my horrid confusion, I also saw mentions about "fronting" both here and on the site. I only really understood two of them (on my own interpretations of them of course). First was switching who was in front. Usually i'm in front, if it is what I think it means, which I should probably tell you XD.
From something I read on a post on the board, it could possibly mean whoever is in control of the body at a specific point in time.
Draculara usually will take control when I'm with people I don't quite know or trust yet. Like, for example, her polite nature came in handy last month when I went to Golden Corral for Easter Sunday. Sure got me into the bathroom alot faster hehe.
Well this is getting a bit long, so i'll continue this when my thumbs stop hurting. Most likely that will be tommorow.