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Sparking the Draconian Heart Within... ๐ŸŒŒ๐ŸŽ‡๐ŸŒŒ

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Ever since my final medication change, and myself remembering my true draconian heart, Iโ€™ve felt truly alive again. I feel like hiding my true self away from myself and seeing myself as purely human has overtaken me over time, and no longer will I hide behind a human shell. More memories and lost emotions have been coming to me lately, and I want to make more sense of them in time as I continue to recover from everything Iโ€™ve faced ever since my condition started developing 6 years ago. I like to think sometimes Iโ€™m pretty tough, dealing with all too horrifying,ย vividly grotesque nightmares, command voices, impulsive thoughts, and suicidal ideation. However, Iโ€™m still here alive and kicking strong, and I realize now thatโ€™s because of my true draconian heart. The Infinite Lord saved me in late December, and heโ€™s the whole reason Iโ€™m still here. Iโ€™m still trying my best to create and forge a stronger connection between us on the astral, and it is a work in progress, but hey, we all have things to improve on in life. I am very grateful to my friends and family who have helped me through this journey, and now I can repay that debt....

Even now, just voluntarily saying that I am human just seems... wrong. I would not be here on this earth, let alone alive,ย without my true destiny in The Eternal Kingdom, and becoming Lady Lunastre. However, Itโ€™ll be a work in progress to remember my true draconian heart fully, but even still, we donโ€™t start out with all the answers, let alone even the questions. I may be human physically, however in blood, heart, and soul, I am draconian, and if I deny that, this (my) human life is seemingly forfeit...

The point is however, I am truly draconian, and I am strong and powerful, for I will fight the bad and evil thoughts that lie within me. No matter what, I will never give up, no matter what anyone tells me.ย My demons may know how to swim, but they are far behind me... ^.=.^ ๐Ÿ’

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That's what I call a dragon's spirit.. you're doing great, my friend! Your draconian heart will help you all your life! Don't ever deny yourself and don't think little of yourself!

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