I'm starting to wonder if I'm canon divergent with Aoi Zaizen too, because after the new episode of VRAINS, I'm now thinking about the possibility of being exposed to alternate versions of these canons in a past life. This possibly means I'm canon divergent for Shion Kiba as well, but not much happened with me to point to that being the case. The concept of exposure to alternate timelines of canons alone probably sounds ridiculous. It's not something I can properly confirm for sure. I am considering the possibility that I have issues and the problem is I wanted something to be true so much I've somehow convinced myself that it must be. On the other hand, it's also possible that I'll drop the gut feeling later. I can't be sure considering there are several cases of me not being over shit even after everyone else has moved on. We'll have to see.
The main reason I am even bringing up the "alternate canon timelines" theory is I have a self-insert that I believe is also a past life I've experienced. Her self-insert status is because I'm basically still her in my present life, just without all the magical powers and the more obvious differences (different appearance, different parents, different legal information, etc). I don't know how much of this theory I can truly believe, but my one fictionkin memory was in the animation style of Sailor Stars and I was like 10 or 11 at the time I got the memory. Sailor Stars wasn't originally dubbed and I had never watched it or heard of it at the age of having it. There was a lot of information there that I had no way of having unless I had been exposed to it at one point - like, for example, in a past life. This memory is really the only thing that points to any amount of credibility for the theory I've formed.
If I have a past life as a self-insert, my current life must have an eerie amount of similarities and I'm now wondering how far those similarities extend. Obviously, with the official canon facts differing from what I feel is true, there is something to look into there. It's not good to buy into everything I'm this certain is true, but for now, there's nothing I can do about it. I'll have to give myself some time to become distanced from the information provided by the new episode and allow some adjustment to the truth. At some point, I will be able to close the issue or confirm my canon divergence.