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    Just left the store really happy! I had a strong German shepherd shift with a phantom tail and ear shift. The mental shift made me almost bark as I walked. I almost felt I was an actual German shepherd walking through the store! My mental illnesses are really hurting me severely, so Iā€™m glad this shift made me feel a lot better.
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    Hmm... now I get to thinking about it, I feel really fortunate that my spirit kintype is so closely associated with the Earth. I mean, it makes everything I experience sound a lot more outlandish, but. I have science on my side! I can actually look at all the physical evidence of the history of our planet, and from that understand where I fit into things. And it's. Really amazing. I never stopped to appreciate that before. And that I can peer back into the past through all the fossils we've found and see all the forms of life that called our beautiful planet home so long ago. Science is so cool. And also... I get to know that no matter where I go, as long as I don't go off into space or something, I'm home. This whole planet is my home. Even though I'm not familiar with all the different environments and ecosystems, it's still the same Earth. It's still home. It must be tough to have a kintype from somewhere else. But hey, at least you get to chill on my awesome planet for a lifetime.
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    Dont know how to explain it but for now I will take a break from the community. I am not leaving forever but temporarily. I guess the main reason is my anxiety problems which the cause of is not yet identified but I am so scared to say the wrong things at the moment, a main reason I dont really post anymore. I guess a other problem of mine is that these problems combined with my low natural self esteem also created the idea in my mind that I am not really a part anymore, people dont like me and so on. My mind is just under a lot of pressure at the moment and need to relax first. I dont know how long this break will be but I fear in worst case scenerio a couple of months.
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    im alive. Im practicing running on all fours like a wolf and recently confirmed otter! so im a arctic wolf and otter therian now (Asian small clawed otter to be exact))
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    hello and good morning to everyone in kinmunity! i would just like to say thank you to everyone on here fore making this such an awesome place for other kin like me to express ourselves! thank you! this was the best birthday present a feline could ever get. MEOW
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    It's already past midnight here in Germany, so I wish you all a happy new year and a perfect start into 2020! For me, the last year was full of stress in professional and private live. But it also brought new amazing discoveries, and there's no end to them as it seems. As we enter a new decade, there's no shortage of threats to a world that is ever buzzing with life. We know so much which is worth to protect and fight for, and still there is so much we don't know, so much to find out. Within this community I've found great friends who are the most open, understanding and caring people I could ever wish to meet. Thank you all again for being here! I hope you all stay around, be curious, stay who you are, and be whatever you are! I'll continue to learn, explore and help as good as I can as we enter this new decade together!
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    I had a really nice lucid dream this morning. First time ever, I was able to fly away from my old house without any anxiety of immanent desctruction. Also saw no planes crashing. And this time it lasted longer than usual, a few minutes I think. I was mainly concentrating on flapping my wings and gain height. Still a great achievement.
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    Progress is finally under way again on this whole weird creature thing I am currently experiencing. A lapse in mental health put a temporary stop to it but things are progessing again. It is still a whole confusing mess but I feel confident I am close to breaking the mystery if I find the right clues. The answer is close and yet still far away.
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    Today I found out two interesting things. The first one is something I came across by researching Chinese dragon mythology. Apparently the Chinese dragons are helpful, friendly and protective god-like creatures. I need to investigate that further, but the thing I came across was the so-called "dragon pearl". It seems the Chinese say that, if swallowed, such pearl could turn a human into a dragon... not that I think that's possible, but it's just an interesting aspect. It could relate to the necklace I've seen in one of my first meditations. The gemstone on there was round shaped like a pearl...a dragon pearl, maybe? The second thing relates to a specific skin sensation I'm used to have since ages. It feels like a "pin and needles" thing, like tiny ants or small electric pulses propagating under my skin. It usually happens when I'm feeling very positive about something, and can also be triggered by touches or temperature differences. It doesn't have anything to do with numb limbs, but it always starts at my lower back (no, not that low ) and can propagate to almost the whole body if I allow it. I can control it to a certain extent. It's not at all uncomfortable or disturbing. Now, up to now I thought this would be completely normal, but today I found it's an abnormal medical condition called "Paresthesia". It feels like an energy stream propagating through me. I didn't yet manage to let it flow through my whole body yet, but I think it once reached my head. Felt awesome. The funny thing is that during my 2018 m-shift, I actually interpreted that feeling as positive feedback from a part of my consciousness which seems to be dormant. That seems quite far-fetched, but you know... this actually proved very, very helpful. I got the same (very strong) sensation involuntarily yesterday again while thinking about a hypothesis about magic and emotion in the Multiverse of Minds. There also is an antagonist feeling which manifests as a very uncomfortable sensation in my stomach. It seems to indicate that something (e.g. an idea) is very bad. It happens rarely, but when it does I typically omit the idea, which makes the feeling vanish without any sign of medical condition afterwards. Maybe this is just the draconic version of having a "stomach feeling", haha. Since it seems completely harmless I don't see any reason to have it medically treated. I would actually strongly object against that because I think it helps me.
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    Sometimes when I thought I had it all figured out there comes something across me that begs further investigation. I did experience wingless dragonlike shifts before but never placed it with anything thinking it could have been my imagination or just from a known form. This seems a consistent thing what is not close to the dragonform due to the position my neck seems to lock into. The neck seems to be on the same level as the rest of the body where the dragonform has a clear neck that is not locked into that position. I was never really aware of an creature matching this. I thought of crocodiles or similiar but the limbs that are seperate tells otherwise. It seems more higher from the ground. When I drew the thing what seems to reinforce something that can look like a crocodile but isnt. That is where I came across Rauisuchus, a predator I was not familiar with at all but matched the drawing perfectly in terms of rough bodyshape giving me a clearer picture. The skeleton seems dragonlike but wingless. Megalania was something to consider too but the bodyshape is closer to this animal. The question from here now seems to be what is it exactly. Cameoshifts or something more then that. If that is the case then the question is could it be connected to the Godec kintype that is known to have forms that resemble Earthly extinct creatures with alien elements meaning a form that can be added since I am still not confident I have found all the forms that I used to have. I know I can confirm the current 6-7 forms but there is still a possibility it could be more then the ones I am currently aware of. It can also be like the Dunkleosteus Terrelli and at least be a seperate thing. Whatever the case is and turns out to be, I can at least put a creature to the shifts that I hadnt a idea of what it could be. Time will tell what the case will be in the end. For now I am not claiming anything either way. I was just looking to draw it on paper to put an image to them. It was more coincedence that I happen to come across this creature when reading about some extinct animals as I usually do.
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    This was a very stormy and rainy sunday. Well, starting tomorrow I'll be at a business exhibition, but I hope I can still check the forum in the evenings. Have a nice week, y'all!
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    Things are going now pretty well. While I feel still sometimes alone, I have Adela, Noikyla and Sarceakos. They are not headmates to me but rather my friends. I just feel happy with them with me. While this may sound weird Tortarium is also someone pretty dear to me. Despite being a Great Spirit, he is really more like a father to me. While our past is complicated and long, he is still visits me again ater being apart for millions of years. I still have the connection to him as I did in my Godec past life. He is really the reason that I remember that life and have it now as a kintype. We share an unbreakable bond with eachother. Despite being human now without access to my fancy Godec abilities doesnt mean anything to me. As far he is concerned I am still the same no matter what I am now. He refuses to leave my side again after he searched for me. Tortarium really helped me when I was down and broken by my anxiety problems and helped me to see my own good side when a doctor visit was still many days away. I just feel not complete anymore without him. Thanks to his words and the support of my friends my confidence is starting to grow again. I just cannot really explain my bond with Tortarium really in words. It is something people wont really fully understand no matter how well I try to explain it. It just feels more different since he is a Great Spirit and I am a human. In short I dont know what I would do without Adela, Noikyla and Sarceakos but especially Tortarium.
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    Still need to take things slow for the coming week but the operation for my mother was a succes. With a little hope her epileptic attacks will be less since medication had no effect on them. She still has to remain in hospital for the following week but hopefully my trauma will also become easier to deal with and start to grow less and less in anxiety problems. Still a long road ahead to a more comfortable life without the anxiety but I am slowly going there. All I need is the feeling of support and that I am not alone when things become to much.
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    Guess the temporary break is now over since my mind is turning back to a calm state again. Talked with the psychiatrist today and the cause behind my anxiety problems lies more strongly in trauma due what happened in the past with my father then my autism. Finally a answer for what has happened. A official diagnosis is not yet made but my psychiatrist really thinks my autism is not the cause and trauma is.
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    Ah ha ha! Snow has acquired a job! It isn't a clinic job, so I'm not getting paid vet tech money yet, but I still get to use my degree for it.
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    Hey Kerguelen, what is it like in your head day to day? imagine that the narrator is my own inner voice and the hoopla fish is the damn unwanted thoughts that keep flooding in over my voice
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    January. That time of the year when I feel most snow leopard. Any month in Winter tends to bring it out, but it always seems that it isn't until after the Christmas holidays here that the cold sets in proper here and we get below zero. Sadly there hasn't been any snow on the fells thus far but hopefully that'll change soon! That's when it really begins to feel like home. Many times smaller than the Himalayas, gods, nothing could rival the majesty of those mountains, but here is good enough for this floof living thousands of miles away.
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    >:3 ZIM!! IVE FINALLY FOUND YOU!! PREPARE TO BE EXPOSED (jk love u no homo <3)
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    Today I woke up with a sense of peace that I don't often feel. I've decided that I'm going to keep that feeling with me throughout the day, for as long as I can. I'm going to stop rushing through things, take time to think and breathe, and stop worrying so much. I even put a hair tie around my wrist so I'd remember
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    Sorry everyone for being so inactive here the past few months! Life has thrown a lot of hurdles my way this past year but I'm doing my best to get things back on track. Here's hoping next year will be better! I wish you all a very happy Christmas/festive season. Whatever holiday's you may celebrate I hope you all have a wonderful time! Kinmunity will always be very special to me and I thank each and every one of you for being here. You all contribute to making this place a lovely, friendly, welcoming environment and spark so many interesting discussions and topics. Wishing you all the best of luck for your adventures to come! - Velvet & Torahmi
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    I wore my tail in public for the first time!! (I have worn it to school but I covered it up...) AND I MET THREE OTHERKIN PACK MEMBERS!!!!! WHAT ARE THE CHANCES??!! THEY WERE SOOO NICE AND THEY WERE ALL WOLVES!! I told them about this website, so hopefully they join!
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    I just finished my wolf tail!!! I am sooo happy!!
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    We are finishing the Anne of Green gables series tonight!!! We are on the last movie, and it is soooo amazing! I was snuggling with m doggo, and he was nuzzling his head onto me, and resting is head on m chest and I'm like ujsdhgf ack!!! he is sooo cute!! oh my jesus!
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    I apologize for making topics or saying some controversial things. I hope to learn from my mistakes and remember to be wary and cautious of what I say. I reviewed the communities guidelines again and I feel better now. Though I feel a certain way, I should keep it to myself if it isn't in the sites best interest and acceptable. I say things that may make people uncomfortable and I'm glad those people clearly tell me that. I feel I'm learning, and being a better person.
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    Find you someone who looks at you the way I look at: -a Welcome to Wyoming sign -a very large and variable Chinese buffet -an unopened, cold can of Red Bull -clothing sales at the thrift store -wild cormorants
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    iā€™m so happy and gay,,,,,i love sakura so much.....
  30. 1 point
    new memory! I was in the bathroom, and then I had a day dream- I was laughing, with Monika. She was blushing, possibly hinting towards a relationship. It was either late sunrise or early sunset. We were in the clubroom and we had moved two desks to face one another.... Il try to post two visuals (of a drawing) of the memory
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    Unpopular opinion: it's perfectly fine to cosplay characters of a different gender than yourself. You'd be surprised how many people get worked up about this.
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    My back muscles are hurting a bit. Well I guess the 175 lbs deadlifting set yesterday did have some effect, haha
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    If ammonites (the mollusks) ever get brought back from the dead, I want to see at least one named Tobiah. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tobiah_(Ammonite)
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    Hi, I'm new... I look forward to learning more about Kins and other stuff.
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    Right, it's been a month and the feelings (though still kinda ambiguous) are still there, so I'm giving this a try: hello, I for some reason identify as a nimravid. I'm a nimravid. I'm a weird toothy non-cat. I'm an extinct feliform. I am saying all these things to see whether it feels weird or not, and so far it doesn't. We'll see how this plays out!
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    Returned from Rome earlier today. The trip went well, but now I'm spent. A good night's rest will make it better.
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    We need more people here on kinmunity!
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    Hey guys! I feel I am a place now I can start coming back into Kinmunity because I am now in a more stable place with my education, I'm glad to be back.
  39. 1 point
    Okay so. One of the things that kinda jarred with me about the idea of being a feline (without me consciously realising it) is that my "feline" front limbs feel plantigrade... I remember a few times thinking my forelimbs were "bear-like" because of this (this was years ago, when I pinned these extraneous shifts on my spirit kintype being weird and ambiguous). And there are no true felines that walk plantigrade. But! Nimravids! They do! And their legs are short and stocky like mine, with semi-retractible claws which makes sense since I could never figure out if they could retract or not! They have long canines that match the ones I felt while meditating today, and a bunch of different species are described as being "leopard-like" and filling a similar niche to leopards. And the dirk-toothed variants probably hunted with the exact same kind of ambush tactics I had associated with my "feline" theriotype. Also! Unlike smilodon and the like, some Nimravids had long-ish tails like mine is! Sadly there's not much info available on them, especially when it comes to specific species. But I'm gonna keep at the research and see what I find. I mean, I'm not anywhere near sure of anything, and I have absolutely no idea why I might identify as some random prehistoric not-cat, but. This is really cool and I'm excited to learn more about them.
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    Taking a small hiatus... I really have to focus on my grades and working towards going to college right now...I'm doing a horrible job at the moment, and I need to focus on getting out of this pit I dug for myself. I love you all, see you soon.
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    It is beautifully dark and rainy outside, finally warm too. I will take a long walk in the woods when I get home, hopefully, find undiscovered woods.
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    Hello, I'm new, and I'm fictionkin.
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    I'm still very new and I'm happy to be here 0w0
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    Wow! We have a white swiss shepherd in our family (: beautiful dogs! i'm also gshep-hearted as well so it works very well. Welcome to KM!
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    LOL found this meme while reading about Stygimoloch.
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    Life been a though ride with recent anxiety attacks and stress, with my mother in hospital, being under investigation for a possible disorder and taking medicine to keep things at bay. But I am still standing despite all of that happening in the last 4 weeks. All is now going well and the road to recovey has begun.
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