I just got a really strong ear shift; I hadn’t had one like that in a while :U It’s also weird because I’ve been feeling a lot more anxious and insecure, but at the same time I’ve been feeling more like my theriotype and more proud/confident in that side of me.
I've initiated conversation with my crush and have procured his snapchat. I have also initiated talk on said app in a hopefully not weird way. All seems to have gone well.
Okay, but seriously, I'm really happy and I hope that, if nothing else, a good friendship comes of this. I also hope he doesn't have a girlfriend.
I didn’t think becoming a senior would make me feel older or make me more mature. Yet, I do feel older and more mature. I feel more like an adult. Still, there are parts of me that I know are very childish. It’s weird. Anyway, just morning thoughts.
I'm tired of hiding the fact that I'm a therian. Part of me wants to just tell everyone and anyone. Obviously, I can't do that. And I know there's a much higher chance for negative feedback -especially since I go to a Christian school-- but I at least want my friends to know. Idk if I'm going to say anything or not, but I've had the urge to just tell them for a while now.
I was out of the golf course with my family and after they finished fishing and we were heading home, there was a frog and my mom was (playfully) bugging it and idk, my hunt or maybe my play side same out and I had a really good minor mental shift and it made me really happy.
Strong feelings of wanderlust and thinking back on when my parents found out I was a therian. A strange mix of longing and feeling disgusted, but I guess that’s just how it goes. Anyway, happy Father’s Day.
I need to find a place where I can be myself. I need to find people that accept me. I need a pack and territory because being alone is wearing on me. When (hopefully) my school opens back up in the fall, I think I'm going to make that my goal.