I apologize for making topics or saying some controversial things. I hope to learn from my mistakes and remember to be wary and cautious of what I say. I reviewed the communities guidelines again and I feel better now. Though I feel a certain way, I should keep it to myself if it isn't in the sites best interest and acceptable. I say things that may make people uncomfortable and I'm glad those people clearly tell me that. I feel I'm learning, and being a better person.
I've been thinking about how long it has taken me to find out who exactly I am and I realized that it is something that you will be all of your life, whether you know it or not. You can be awakened for 30 years, and still, find something new. You can realize you weren't what you thought you were, and you may think everything is changing, but the truth is you are going through this journey of finding yourself. In this path, you may be stumbling, but you are still going forward. I've questioned myself for so long and I thought so many things and I still can't say for sure exactly who I am, and we all will be walking this path of discovering ourselves, and there will always be more to learn. So much is happening...I wish you all the best of luck, and it is worth it knowing who you are. Always seek to find yourself, the real you.