kasdeya

I've been really sick these past few days, but I'm getting plenty of rest (if not sleep), and I've discovered the wonders of honey-chamomile tea.

I've been trying to think of another good topic for my blog. It's looking pretty sad with only one entry. Would you all rather hear about my view of Hell and demons, or about a kin-related motivational trick I'm trying?

Bleh. Still having problems with insomnia, but I'm definitely way better than I was a week ago.

I'm finally back! And I've had a ton of time to think about my identity. I think I can finally talk about being a Lilin with some amount of certainty.

So, just a heads up. Due to medical reasons I'm going to be sleeping very little for the next 1-3 weeks. I probably won't have enough mental clarity to post here, so I'm probably going to be quiet for that time. But hopefully I'll be back to normal soon!

Today I woke up with a sense of peace that I don't often feel. I've decided that I'm going to keep that feeling with me throughout the day, for as long as I can. I'm going to stop rushing through things, take time to think and breathe, and stop worrying so much. I even put a hair tie around my wrist so I'd remember