Lighter

I identify as a demon of blasphemy. If I were associated with a deadly sin, it would be pride. I believe that I come from Hell. I also believe that I am a lower demon that is not mentioned in mythology or grimoires.
I think the article "Hellions" from The Shadow Sage describes me quite well.
I define demons very broadly: As dark and / or chaotic beings that are not better defined as some other mythological / spiritual being.
I believe that I am a demon that is currently incarnated as a human.
Rationally speaking, I don't know how much of my otherkinity is psychological and how much of it is spiritual. However, what I do know is that I feel like and identify as a demon and cannot change that. So, even if I am wrong with my belief of being a dark, demonic soul, even if it is all psychological, I am a demon.

About my avatar: It's supposed to be a combination of what various people say demons look like. Many people describe them as being black / shadowy and having red eyes. Some talk about being scratched and / or bitten by demons, so my avatar demon has claws and sharp teeth. Demons are sometimes compared to / identified as astral parasites, which are often described as looking like insects, therefore the avatar demon has an insect-like body. It's tentacles on the end of the insect abdomen are there because a few people say demons look like jellyfish. And why are its wings so small? Because a parasite that sticks to a host doesn't need wings anymore, so they become stunted.
Birthday
September 2
Location
Europe
Kin Name
Lighter
Occupation
Something in IT
Hobbies
Gaming, doing jigsaw puzzles, writing stories
Gender Identity
Agender
Primary Identity
  1. Otherkin
Kintypes
Demon
Pronouns
Neutral
Sexuality
  1. Asexual
Year Awakened
2017
Awakening Experience
Was always a bit dark on the inside. Felt drawn to Satan, demons and other dark stuff after a traumatic experience. Realized how different I was from everyone I knew at beginning of puberty and could not feel human anymore. Was then diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome in mid-youth. Thought this explained everything, but continued feeling non-human. Identified with Satan and demons in my late youth. Suppressed feelings of being non-human, in-part because I was abused, also these feelings faded into the background, because I was traumatized. 3 years after abuse was over: Found out that there were other people that feel non-human inside (otherkin) on the internet and accepted my feelings of being non-human. After a few minutes, some things about me that I.M.O. are not explained well by Autism made sense to me in a few seconds. I already knew that on the inside I feel dark and demonic, and since then I identify as a demon. Because I feel that I am a demon and it makes the most sense for me.
Shifting Experiences
  1. Dream Shifting
  2. Phantom Shifting
Shifting Triggers
  1. I experience involuntary shifts provoked by emotional stimuli

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