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I identify as a demon of blasphemy. If I were associated with a deadly sin, it would be pride. I believe that I come from Hell. I also believe that I am a lower demon that is not mentioned in mythology or grimoires.
I think the article "Hellions" from The Shadow Sage describes me quite well.
I define demons very broadly: As dark and / or chaotic beings that are not better defined as some other mythological / spiritual being.
I believe that I am a demon that is currently incarnated as a human.
Rationally speaking, I don't know how much of my otherkinity is psychological and how much of it is spiritual. However, what I do know is that I feel like and identify as a demon and cannot change that. So, even if I am wrong with my belief of being a dark, demonic soul, even if it is all psychological, I am a demon.
About my avatar: It's supposed to be a combination of what various people say demons look like. Many people describe them as being black / shadowy and having red eyes. Some talk about being scratched and / or bitten by demons, so my avatar demon has claws and sharp teeth. Demons are sometimes compared to / identified as astral parasites, which are often described as looking like insects, therefore the avatar demon has an insect-like body. It's tentacles on the end of the insect abdomen are there because a few people say demons look like jellyfish. And why are its wings so small? Because a parasite that sticks to a host doesn't need wings anymore, so they become stunted.
Was always a bit dark on the inside. Felt drawn to Satan, demons and other dark stuff after a traumatic experience. Realized how different I was from everyone I knew at beginning of puberty and could not feel human anymore. Was then diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome in mid-youth. Thought this explained everything, but continued feeling non-human. Identified with Satan and demons in my late youth. Suppressed feelings of being non-human, in-part because I was abused, also these feelings faded into the background, because I was traumatized. 3 years after abuse was over: Found out that there were other people that feel non-human inside (otherkin) on the internet and accepted my feelings of being non-human. After a few minutes, some things about me that I.M.O. are not explained well by Autism made sense to me in a few seconds. I already knew that on the inside I feel dark and demonic, and since then I identify as a demon. Because I feel that I am a demon and it makes the most sense for me.
I experience involuntary shifts provoked by emotional stimuli
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