Jump to content

Wolf

Members
  • Content Count

    16
  • Joined

  • Last visited

  • Days Won

    1
  • Bones

    77 [ Donate ]

Wolf last won the day on October 20 2018

Wolf had the most liked content!

Community Reputation

6 Neutral

About Wolf

  • Rank
    Plebeian

Personal Information

  • Hobbies
    Dog Training, Hiking, Hunting, Taxidermy, Reading, PC gaming
  • Gender Identity
    Transgender FtM
  • Preferred Pronouns
    Masculine
  • Sexuality
    Pansexual

KinCard

  • Aliases
    Spencer, Woofu
  • Primary Identity
    Therian/Were
  • Kintypes
    Timber Wolf
  • *type Description
    I picture myself as a timber wolf, that has grizzled grey/black/brown fur with a white underbelly and "paw-socks." Tip of ears and tip of tail are black. Golden eyes. (this is only how I picture myself, I can't know for sure how my therio-type would look)
  • Year Awakened
    2005
  • Awakening Experience
    I awoke back in 2005 as a kid when I was watching a documentary on TV about werewolves. They had a segment on "therians," and upon hearing them speak about their experiences and what it means to be a therianthrope, I immediately ran to the computer to look up more. That's when I knew I was one of them. Growing up I have always been heavily connected (i hate to use that term but it's the best I can do) to and seemed to feel as though I was a wolf somehow. On certain doctors reports that my mother kept, they stated that I was obsessed with dogs and would talk about them frequently. When I discovered therianthropy, I learned that it was okay to doubt your past experiences and question other therio-types; so I went through a cycle of questioning many things: from frogs and squirrels, to horses. Finally, my search came full circle a couple years or so later circa 2007, when I realized that I might be a wolf. Surely enough, that's what helped me come to conclusion, and since then I have identified as a wolf therianthrope.
  • Shifting Experiences
    Mental Shifting
    Phantom Shifting
    I don't shift: I'm a Vacillant therian
  • Shifting Triggers
    I experience involuntary shifts provoked by external stimuli
    I experience involuntary shifts provoked by emotional stimuli
    I experienced unprovoked involuntary shifts

Recent Profile Visitors

The recent visitors block is disabled and is not being shown to other users.

  1. Wolf

    Become

    I have displayed animalistic behavior since I was a child. I recall wanting to continuously wear tails or gloves with claws on them from costumes meant for Halloween as young as 4. My mom always told me "you are not an animal," and I always found that hard to believe, even as a kid. Around this same period, I had an obsession with canines, specifically dogs; this was noted on a doctors report that I still own to this day. When I had reached my elementary school years, I began questioning my animal side. In 2005 I saw a documentary on TV that featured a segment on "therians." Upon seeing the segment, I instantly knew that that's what I was, and ran to a computer to do more research. I stumbled upon The Werelist and everything took off from there. I began questioning all sorts of animals; from squirrels and frogs, to horses and all sorts of birds. This soul-searching lasted me quite a few years, until everything led up to me realizing I am a wolf. I remained inactive in the therianthropy community upon reaching my teen years out of fear of my close-minded mom finding out, which vaguely happened but I continued to cover it up as something else. Now an adult, I've learned to hide and cope with being more animal than everyone else. Although, things slip through the cracks sometimes. In fact, recently a friend of mine caught me sniffing the air as they made hamburgers, which, was very embarrassing. My partner, being the understanding person he is, allows me to express my true self when I need to, which can be a huge relief sometimes. Honestly, I just feel like a wolf pretending to be human to please everyone else constantly. I truly feel a disconnect from my outer self and inner self regarding appearance, and although I promise I am aware I am physically human, sometimes I will walk past a mirror and have to do a double take because seeing my human face often surprises me because I expect to see what I feel like. One way I've found to express my non-human experience is by comparing it to the wolves of Wolf's Rain (cheesy, I know); the wolves are still wolves, but can disguise themselves as human- although to some, it's still obvious that they're wolves. This is expressed in the anime and the manga in the image of a wolf and human overlapping eachother, I have provided a picture I took from the first volume to give a better idea since i am not the best at explaining. I feel as though this image accurately represents what I experience as a non-human identifier, except the human is the physical one. I am interested in knowing if anyone relates to this image as well. I honestly very much appreciate dogs, as they feel like creatures I can relate to more closely than humans, and since I understand their behavior (I am an aspiring dog trainer), I can replicate it and cause them to interact with me as if I am another canine. But since I identify as a wolf, I do understand that wolves and dogs behave very differently; two types of behaviors which I consider myself very familiar with and can adapt to. I often question if I may be a wolfdog due to some personal things, but that idea has just never fully clicked with who I am. Since I discovered the therianthropy community in the 2000's, I still do like to refer to myself as a were/werewolf, although I do use the term therianthrope often.
×