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About Lemonadelance

  • Rank
    Royal Wyrm

Personal Information

  • Gender Identity
    Transgender (F→M)
  • Gender Expression
    Masculinity (moderate)
  • Preferred Pronouns
    He/They
  • Sexuality
    Asexual
  • Antisexuality
    No
  • Interests
    Video Games (Mainly Undertale and Overwatch), Books (Mainly Wings of Fire), Other stuff (Too many to name them all)
  • Hobbies
    Acting, Dancing, Guitar playing, Drawing, Writing, etc.
  • Favorite Music
    A mix of Emo and Folk Punk
  • Favorite Books & Authors
    Folk Punk, "Emo" metal, Viking metal
  • Favorite Movies & TV Shows
    Steven Universe, Gravity Falls, Rise of the Guardians, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Avatar the Last Airbender, and Avatar
  • Favorite Games & Video Games
    Overwatch, Undertale, WoW
  • Religion
    New Age Pagan/Witch
  • Personal Spirituality
    I now consider myself a New Age Pagan/Witch and am a Devotee of Loki and follow Luciferianism (Luci is actually a pretty cool dude). You can call me a Pantheist and an Animist because I do believe all deities exist/have existed and that all natural items do have souls or that manmade objects could gain souls in some manner. I am a Storm and Animal Witch, and am an Energy and Spirit Worker.
    I am still trying to figure out my Soul Ray is (stuck between green, orange, and red) and have a Blue/Indigo aura. I am an Empath with my niche in Human emotion and Animal emotion. I am Clairvoyant and often work with divination; specifically tarot, oracle cards, and pendulum.

Other-than-human Identity

  • I am...
    an otherkin
    a therianthrope
    a vampire
    a plural system
    other-hearted
  • Primary Identity
    Theriomythic
  • Other names
    Lance/Lemon or Vik

Otherkin Identity

  • Kin Name
    LemonadeVik, Kinponders, Luna
  • Kintype(s)
    Darkness-Ice Dragon (+Moon Goddess Shard), Elven (Dontarian), Coyote Soul Shard, Barn Owl
  • Time of Awakening
    About March 2015
  • Personal Otherkin Experiences
    I once mental and phantom shifted while waiting to go on stage during one my plays, that was fun.
  • Personal Awakening
    A Youtube video called "Furries vs Therians"
  • Body Dysphoria
    Yes

Otherkin Shifting Frequency

  • Mental Shifting
    I experience it every day
  • Dream Shifting
    I experience it few times a week
  • Phantom Shifting
    It's constant
  • Aura Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Sensory Shifting
    I experience it few times a year
  • Astral Shifting
    I experience it some times a week
  • Bi-Location Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Cameo Shifting
    I experience it nearly every day

Otherkin Shifting Duration

  • Mental Shifting
    It lasts some minutes
  • Dream Shifting
    It lasts a hour
  • Phantom Shifting
    It lasts for more than some hours
  • Aura Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Sensory Shifting
    It lasts half minute
  • Astral Shifting
    It lasts half hour
  • Bi-Location Shifting
    I don't experience it

Otherkin Shifting Triggers

  • Mental Shifting
    voluntary
    emotionally-provoked
    external stimuli-provoked
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Dream Shifting
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Phantom Shifting
    voluntary
    emotionally-provoked
    external stimuli-provoked
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Sensory Shifting
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Astral Shifting
    voluntary
    emotionally-provoked
    external stimuli-provoked
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Cameo Shifting
    voluntary
    emotionally-provoked
    external stimuli-provoked
    unprovoked involuntary

Otherkin Shifting Experiences

  • Mental Shifting
    It affects my voluntary responses to stimuli
    It affects my involuntary responses to stimuli
    It affects how I use my limbs
    It affects my posture
    It affects my dietary preferences
  • Dream Shifting
    I experience this during the night
    I experience this through lucid dreams
  • Phantom Shifting
    I experience the sense of light touch in my phantom limbs
    I experience the sense of heavy touch in my phantom limbs
    I experience the sense of heat in my phantom limbs
    I experience the sense of cold in my phantom limbs
    I experience the sense of pain in my phantom limbs
    I experience another sense from my phantom limbs
    I feel I can move my phantom limbs
  • Sensory Shifting
    It affects my sense of taste
    It affects my sense of smell
    It affects my sense of hearing
  • Sensory Shifting
    I know I'm sensory shifted even while shifted
  • Astral Shifting
    No one said they saw my non-human astral body
  • Cameo Shifting
    My cameos are the kintypes of people I usually interact with
    My cameos usually are the kintypes of people I interacted with recently
    My cameos are on the kintypes I am considering to be
    My cameos are connected to my heart-types
    My cameos are connected to my spirit guides
    My cameos are connected to my spirit animal
    My cameos are connected to my totems
    My cameos are only on creatures I somehow know what to expect feeling
    My cameos are random
    but inside a specific a specific set of options

Other-Hearted Identity

  • Kith
    Turtleduck from A:TLA

Plural System Identity

  • System type
    Median
    Multiple
    Gateway
  • My headmates are result of...
    Created thoughtforms
    Result of trauma
    Other (psychological)
  • Are members named?
    There's at least one one that they presented their name
    There's at least one one that it was given them a name
  • Member count
    1 (only me)(singlet)
  • About each member
    ~Viktor~He/they~Core~Teen/Little, Main Fronter and Host~Otherkin~Hybrid Vamprie~
    ~Anti~He/him~Fictive~
    ~Dark~He/him~Fictive~
    ~Solar~She/her~Fictive

Vampire Identity

  • Vampirism
    Hybrid Vampire
  1. While I am sure the group energy of followers feed into the power of a deity, I see it more as a god over exaggerating their powers to their followers like saying they are all powerful.
  2. I have been questioning for years my dark/demonkin identity, so may I put my own two cents into the hat? I believe that every god that has been depicted on Earth has or are existing. Now I know that each person, religion, tribe, etc. has their own way of depicting their gods, so I am not one to believe that a god is all-powerful because that god told his chosen people he is. I only worship and have a relationship with a handful of these gods: Lord Loki, Lady Aphrodite, and Lord Lucifer (he is more of a pal I get together on the weekend with than a god I go to church to worship on the weekend).
  3. I'm not dead, just no power

  4. So I live in Florida, so if I leave for a while it is either that A) Irma got me and I'm dead (finally), B) The power is out, or C) I am just lazy. I will keep you updated.

  5. hey i'm not dead, school has been horrible so i wasn't able to be on here. but here i am now lol

  6. God/s you worship

    *slides in* Hi, Lokean here. I am a huge Norse Witch/Heathen but, as suggested, focus primarily on Loki, Sigyn, and his and her children. I have been doing research into other pantheons and mythologies however, as I feel a drawing to them, with most of my research on Persephone, Kemetic, and Shinto.
  7. Meditation "Challenge"- Day One

    Meditation “Challenge” Sense I am terrible at remembering to meditate I am going to turn it into a challenge. I will try to do at least one session every day for the next three days and see what I can discover. Each session must be at least twenty minutes long and have to do with Kintype discovery or Spirit work. Oh boy here we a go: Day One- 7/26/17 The session starts as K, R, and I go off to our astral space. K had her heart set on picking some berries found in my astral space. K and R started to chat about the berries as I joined in on picking them. My form changes to that of my Dontarian self, than my nails grow black and long. I put down my basket calmly and take a few steps back as I turn into a Werewolf, I was first like a regular wolf except larger, than took the form of the anthro-classic werewolf, and then back to the former. I let my form change fluidly, not trying to control it, as it settles on the anthro-class were. After that I change back into my Dontarian as K looks at me and goes “You really want to do some Kintype work, huh?” I nodded but went back to my basket to find it already full of berries. She nods for me to go off and continue my self-evaluation. I sit down on the decline of the hill I am on, trying to keep my body relaxed as I lay down with my head going down the hill. I think my intent, wanting to learn more about me, and I start to roll down the hill. I don’t try to stop myself but instead let myself roll and roll all the way down the hill. When I stopped I was at the base of a mountain. Black vines with blue thorns decorate an entrance that looks like a cave yet with the look of temple ruins. I look behind me to see myself falling down the hill, and in front of me to see me walking in, each one of me falling and walking in did it in a different manner: scared, overly excited, and in astral Kintype forms. I started to walk in normally as Anakin, my power animal, took form at my side. He lead me into a chamber with a blue crystal floating and glowing on top of a pedestal. He explained that the crystal is my soul and by touching it I can gain access to my higher self. I quickly touched it and found myself falling through the starts and into a white mass of light at the bottom. When my eyes adjust I see a person dancing. They wear white clothes , like the one’s the Queen’s servants in Black Butler wear, and around their neck a green snake. I knew who they were, I like to call them The Dancer. They are a sort of higher persona of mine I guess, I honestly am not sure. I watch them dance before asking them to help me in my discovery process. They reach out and touch my hand and I disappear again. The white slides away like a sliding door as I look out onto a white corridor. I walk down to the first and only opening to see a man there. He has white wings and what appeared to be a cooking apron on. He introduced himself as Red, and said he will be helping me. He lead me to a room split into three sections, each with a class casing and Kintype I am questioning. The first has the werewolf inside and he said to “Try it on.” So I tried change myself into the Werewolf. And it worked, only I was just a wolf with deep brown fur and various lighter patterns, not an anthro-were or the size of the one I was before. When I asked if I was just a wolf he looked at me, shrugged, and said “Maybe,” with a smile. The next room held an osprey in the container. As I tried to change into the osprey I was rejected from it, and again a second time, before I was able to finally able to in the third try. This is when my dogs decided to go crazy and I was jolted awake. However I did have the weirdest phantom shift where my fingers were bird’s talons and my legs were the tail feathers, and somewhere around my shoulder’s the wings grew out. When I asked why it was rejecting me he said, “You are avian, but are you sure you are osprey? Try another bird.” My mind went first to the Barn Owl. I was given a vision of me in an autumn forest, perched on a birch tree next to its twin tree. Below us was a stone structure in the shape of a den where a dark brown wolf walked into. It was quick but I knew I was a Barn Owl. The last room held an Irish Elk. When I turned into it I wasn’t in control of my body as I exited the white room and walked on water in the stars that I initially fell. The form changed, though, into that of a moose instead. And I was given quick visions of me running and eating in pastures. After that I met Red one last time and said my thanks and goodbyes. Then I woke up. End research notes: · Started my research into Barn Owls and I remembered a Winged Avian I thought was a Kintype who had Barn Owl wings. Possibly me getting my Dontarian and possible Barn Owl Kintypes confused. · The Wolf resembles that of a Mackenzie Valley, Timber, and Iberian Wolf. · I did some research into Moose. This was my train of research into types of Moose: Libralces, Megaloceros, Megaloceros giganteus aka the Irish Elk. Full circle.
  8. Reevaluating

    Reevaluating Jesus Christ if I knew being Otherkin was so hard I wouldn’t have discovered I was one in the first place. But here we are, no going back, just endless essays trying to explain who I am only to never be finished or see the light of day on my personal or kin blogs. Yet I write, it must help me in some way. It is much easier than meditation: it takes less time, I am often too busy watching anime to sit down and close my eyes, all that jam. But every time I go and mediate I think “hey, this is pretty cool and it has helped me a lot, I need to do this more!” than I don’t. I did some today though, starting to confirm a Kintype, denied a Kintype, and found out that two of them are just cameos I put too much attention on. Let’s start with the latter as those were the ones that gave me the idea to write them: Toriel and Blue Diamond. You know a Kintype is a Kintype by that core feeling in your heart. I just never got those from these two. I mean I did, then they poofed and I didn’t want them to poof so I started to do whatever I can to keep them as me. That didn’t work. I will not deny the memories as being real, as many have claimed to have gotten memories from cameo shifts, but they are real in the sense that my brain perceives them as real. That real in terms of proven or imaginary I am still unsure about; but the thing I know to real is that at the end of the path where I should see myself there is nothing more than just a faint mist of who I want to be and who I have tried to be. Next lets go to the Denied one. That one is the Kobold one. This is where my imagination went wild. About three to four years back I wanted to create my own world. So I went onto FantasyNameGenerators, brought up the Alien species name generator, chose one that sounded cool, and created the species from the body up. It wasn’t until after it was made, and after I joined the Tumblr Otherkin community of “Have many Kintypes that are unique, or go home” that I consciously took on that species as a Kintype. It didn’t last long, until now that is. In all reality I had no Kinfeels to the SAO Kobold outside of wanting to fulfill that past image of me. Now onto the one that I am starting the trail of confirming. That of course is the Werewolf Kintype I have been talking about for the past forever. The wolf connection started right when I entered the community, as seeing that everyone has a wolf Kintype, and I decided that my Fursona would be my Kintype (the thing that described me at the time that I could relate to being nonhuman with). Time went on I discovered it to be more of a Coyote, than a Coyote Soulshard. But like all good stories start, the feelings of wolf-ness did not go away. I guess it started with the Twilight series, as I watch them change from wolf to human to wolf, that I found a relation to (still Team Edward!). Then about a week or two ago I joined vampire and werewolf roleplay and it felt somewhat right. It has lead me down a path that I am not annoyed about following. One clear sign of something being a cameo or not for me is if I get easily frustrated at it for not being simple, but with the werewolf I am a bit frustrated but it is more of an amused “alright I’m getting ya, what’s next?” sort of frustrated. Thought I should just post that. And I actually finished it. Wow.
  9. jesus crisp i was a whinny baby in my past blog posts like holy crap

    1. Opossumblossum

      Opossumblossum

      Who isn't, though? I sometimes just give up on ever reviewing any of my writing at a later date, because I always sound so.... wah. Was it REALLY that bad, me from ten months ago? Was it?

      But nah, it's important to express yourself , even if an older or better off you thinks it a bit twee.

    2. Lemonadelance

      Lemonadelance

      Thanks bud, and true

  10. Dreams vs Reality. Something I Hope Helps

    I saw this in my feed, saw the: And immediately skipped to the comments and skimmed them before going back and reading what you had to say. I was expecting a P-shifting guide and was a bit disapointed when I got something about Third Eye chakras (and you but a lowercase B on Buddha, really?) Now look, I'm a pretty New Age person. Like, I have crystal sets and books on Auras and Astrology, plus I have done quite a bit of research into elemental manipulation through the clearing of chakras; trust me, I am pretty New Age. But I have to call Bullshit on your post, but not for the reason of "this is biologically impossible" or the like (but it is, like a lot, humans- no matter how ascended you get- can't do this shit) but it was how you presented the Third Eye Chakra. "Can never be undone" Thats the piece that ticked me off. Not because I don't believe in Chakras, but because thats not how chakras work. It can be undone by disrupting any of the other chakras between the throat and root because they all need to be cleared and cleansed for any of them to work to peek ability. Also 100 to 0? REALLY?! All you really need is some good fashion Chakra music on Youtube and five minutes of spare time for a chakra to open up. Its not a fancy process, I mean it can be, but it doesn't mean EVERYONE has to do it like a Buddhist Monk. Lastly, yeah I have to agree with everyone else because the impossible can't be done. Now if you have the attitude of "Its only impossible because Humans haven't ascended enough" than seriously good for you. Go ascend and come back with the proof being able to do what you say can be done.
  11. What's your spirit animal?

    My Power Animal has always been a Grizzly Bear. He has been the Totem of my family line since it was created. Then there is A, he is a Draconic (Dragon demi-human (so some scales across the body is all), but he also has claim himself to be close to that (but not entirely) a Jinn. Lin is a Fire-drake and R is a unicorn, and then there is K, she is a Cyclopes Wyvern (she is SO cute!)
  12. Daily Thought

    I means its ok but not my favorite grain.
  13. AI in Fiction

    I am sure everyone has heard of the anime Sword Art Online. I am a big fan of the show and just started to watch through the second season. Thats when I got those weird feelings that I haven't gotten in a while. You know the one, the one that gnaws at the back of your mind as you think "Hey this is familiar." So, because we do have Machinekin from this world, can it be possible to be Kin with the AI in SAO? NOT THE ENTIRE GAME! But instead a specific programming of, lets say, one of the character's pets or one of the character's avatars themselves. I would think it could be possible to be Kin with the avatar themselves since they are just the avatar of the character and thus has their own experiences and have been seen by some to be a differrent person or persona of the character (in the case of Sinon and her avatar in GGO). Thoughts?
  14. I'm not...

    I'm an ET, but I'm not here to abduct you (and would much rather have myself be abducted).
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