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About Lemonadelance

  • Rank
    Royal Wyrm

Personal Information

  • Gender Identity
    Transgender (F→M)
  • Gender Expression
    Masculinity (moderate)
  • Preferred Pronouns
    He/They
  • Sexuality
    Asexual
  • Antisexuality
    No
  • Interests
    Video Games (Mainly Undertale and Overwatch), Books (Mainly Wings of Fire), Other stuff (Too many to name them all)
  • Hobbies
    Acting, Dancing, Guitar playing, Drawing, Writing, etc.
  • Favorite Music
    Folk Punk, "Emo" metal, Viking metal
  • Favorite Books & Authors
    Wings of Fire by Tui T Sutherland
  • Favorite Movies & TV Shows
    Steven Universe, Gravity Falls, Rise of the Guardians, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Avatar the Last Airbender, and Avatar
  • Favorite Games & Video Games
    Overwatch, Undertale, WoW
  • Religion
    New Age Pagan/Witch

Other-than-human Identity

  • I am...
    an otherkin
    a therianthrope
    a vampire
    a plural system
    other-hearted
  • Primary Identity
    Theriomythic
  • Other names
    Lance/Lemon or Vik

Otherkin Identity

  • Kin Name
    LemonadeVik, Kinponders, Luna
  • Kintype(s)
    Darkness-Ice Dragon (+Moon Goddess Shard), Elven (Dontarian), Coyote Soul Shard, Barn Owl, Werewolf, Toriel (Undertale), Snivy (Pokemon), Gaster (Reapertale)
  • Kintype(s) Description
    Kinponders.tumblr.com/kin
  • Time of Awakening
    About March 2015
  • Personal Otherkin Experiences
    I once mental and phantom shifted while waiting to go on stage during one my plays, that was fun.
  • Personal Awakening
    A Youtube video called "Furries vs Therians"
  • Body Dysphoria
    Yes

Otherkin Shifting Frequency

  • Mental Shifting
    I experience it every day
  • Dream Shifting
    I experience it few times a week
  • Phantom Shifting
    It's constant
  • Aura Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Sensory Shifting
    I experience it few times a year
  • Astral Shifting
    I experience it some times a week
  • Bi-Location Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Cameo Shifting
    I experience it nearly every day

Otherkin Shifting Duration

  • Mental Shifting
    It lasts some minutes
  • Dream Shifting
    It lasts a hour
  • Phantom Shifting
    It lasts for more than some hours
  • Aura Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Sensory Shifting
    It lasts half minute
  • Astral Shifting
    It lasts half hour
  • Bi-Location Shifting
    I don't experience it

Otherkin Shifting Triggers

  • Mental Shifting
    voluntary
    emotionally-provoked
    external stimuli-provoked
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Dream Shifting
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Phantom Shifting
    voluntary
    emotionally-provoked
    external stimuli-provoked
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Sensory Shifting
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Astral Shifting
    voluntary
    emotionally-provoked
    external stimuli-provoked
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Cameo Shifting
    voluntary
    emotionally-provoked
    external stimuli-provoked
    unprovoked involuntary

Otherkin Shifting Experiences

  • Mental Shifting
    It affects my voluntary responses to stimuli
    It affects my involuntary responses to stimuli
    It affects how I use my limbs
    It affects my posture
    It affects my dietary preferences
  • Dream Shifting
    I experience this during the night
    I experience this through lucid dreams
  • Phantom Shifting
    I experience the sense of light touch in my phantom limbs
    I experience the sense of heavy touch in my phantom limbs
    I experience the sense of heat in my phantom limbs
    I experience the sense of cold in my phantom limbs
    I experience the sense of pain in my phantom limbs
    I experience another sense from my phantom limbs
    I feel I can move my phantom limbs
  • Sensory Shifting
    It affects my sense of taste
    It affects my sense of smell
    It affects my sense of hearing
  • Sensory Shifting
    I know I'm sensory shifted even while shifted
  • Astral Shifting
    No one said they saw my non-human astral body
  • Cameo Shifting
    My cameos are the kintypes of people I usually interact with
    My cameos usually are the kintypes of people I interacted with recently
    My cameos are on the kintypes I am considering to be
    My cameos are connected to my heart-types
    My cameos are connected to my spirit guides
    My cameos are connected to my spirit animal
    My cameos are connected to my totems
    My cameos are only on creatures I somehow know what to expect feeling
    My cameos are random
    but inside a specific a specific set of options

Other-Hearted Identity

  • Kith
    Turtleduck from A:TLA, Chara from Undertale, Sandshrew from Pokemon, Bears (especially Grizzly and Kermode), Horses

Plural System Identity

  • System type
    Median
    Multiple
    Gateway
    Host of tulpae
  • My headmates are result of...
    Created thoughtforms
    Younger versions of myself in this incarnation
    Result of trauma
    Other (psychological)
    Other (neurological)
  • Are members named?
    There's at least one one that isnt named
    There's at least one one that they presented their name
    There's at least one one that it was given them a name
  • Member count
    4
  • About each member
    Look at the About section!

Vampire Identity

  • Vampirism
    Hybrid Vampire

Contact Information

  • Tumblr
    kinponders.tumblr.com
  1. Any dragon slayers out there?

    (i saw this thread and thought it was a term for people who hate otherkin but then i realized this was literal dragon slaying) Do you mean in mythology and stories? Because in most myths the Dragon is used in place of a serpent, or the Devil (because the snake and Eve), and by killing the dragon you "kill off" sin. At least that is how I take it. But literally killing dragons? Hasn't happened on his Earth. If it happened in a past life of yours than I am sure none of us have the answer.
  2. What kind of loot would you drop?

    Probs a Dog Collar, +10 Armor and +3 Speed -Viktor
  3. Dumbest thought of the day!

    "Wait, how do I spell "I""
  4. I'm not...

    I'm Toriel, but I can burn water
  5. Dumbest thought of the day!

    "Wait, humans haves calves" -me when I tried to draw something today
  6. (Nothing to see here)

    Me too dude
  7. Being Otherkin is...

    As I type this I am listening to His Theme, Asriel's Undertale theme that has been orchestrated, and before I had the idea to type this I was sitting on my couch crying because of this song. This is not the first time this has happened, believe it or not. I find music that reminds me of those lives, let it be from Undertale or Adrian von Ziegler or Peter Crowley, I connect to my Kintypes not through meditation or writing or art but through music; most often than not leaving me balling on the floor for thirty minutes straight trying to keep this "shifting-high" from wearing off, because I don't care if the entirety of it is me remembering my family's death- I care if I feel who I was before. I love who I am now, and I don't want to change this "human experience," but there will always be a part of me wishing to remember it all- past and present. I just wanted to say that.
  8. Fantasy Generator

    Shapeshifter Thief, HECK YA!
  9. While I am sure the group energy of followers feed into the power of a deity, I see it more as a god over exaggerating their powers to their followers like saying they are all powerful.
  10. I have been questioning for years my dark/demonkin identity, so may I put my own two cents into the hat? I believe that every god that has been depicted on Earth has or are existing. Now I know that each person, religion, tribe, etc. has their own way of depicting their gods, so I am not one to believe that a god is all-powerful because that god told his chosen people he is. I only worship and have a relationship with a handful of these gods: Lord Loki, Lady Aphrodite, and Lord Lucifer (he is more of a pal I get together on the weekend with than a god I go to church to worship on the weekend).
  11. I'm not dead, just no power

  12. So I live in Florida, so if I leave for a while it is either that A) Irma got me and I'm dead (finally), B) The power is out, or C) I am just lazy. I will keep you updated.

  13. hey i'm not dead, school has been horrible so i wasn't able to be on here. but here i am now lol

  14. God/s you worship

    *slides in* Hi, Lokean here. I am a huge Norse Witch/Heathen but, as suggested, focus primarily on Loki, Sigyn, and his and her children. I have been doing research into other pantheons and mythologies however, as I feel a drawing to them, with most of my research on Persephone, Kemetic, and Shinto.
  15. Meditation "Challenge"- Day One

    Meditation “Challenge” Sense I am terrible at remembering to meditate I am going to turn it into a challenge. I will try to do at least one session every day for the next three days and see what I can discover. Each session must be at least twenty minutes long and have to do with Kintype discovery or Spirit work. Oh boy here we a go: Day One- 7/26/17 The session starts as K, R, and I go off to our astral space. K had her heart set on picking some berries found in my astral space. K and R started to chat about the berries as I joined in on picking them. My form changes to that of my Dontarian self, than my nails grow black and long. I put down my basket calmly and take a few steps back as I turn into a Werewolf, I was first like a regular wolf except larger, than took the form of the anthro-classic werewolf, and then back to the former. I let my form change fluidly, not trying to control it, as it settles on the anthro-class were. After that I change back into my Dontarian as K looks at me and goes “You really want to do some Kintype work, huh?” I nodded but went back to my basket to find it already full of berries. She nods for me to go off and continue my self-evaluation. I sit down on the decline of the hill I am on, trying to keep my body relaxed as I lay down with my head going down the hill. I think my intent, wanting to learn more about me, and I start to roll down the hill. I don’t try to stop myself but instead let myself roll and roll all the way down the hill. When I stopped I was at the base of a mountain. Black vines with blue thorns decorate an entrance that looks like a cave yet with the look of temple ruins. I look behind me to see myself falling down the hill, and in front of me to see me walking in, each one of me falling and walking in did it in a different manner: scared, overly excited, and in astral Kintype forms. I started to walk in normally as Anakin, my power animal, took form at my side. He lead me into a chamber with a blue crystal floating and glowing on top of a pedestal. He explained that the crystal is my soul and by touching it I can gain access to my higher self. I quickly touched it and found myself falling through the starts and into a white mass of light at the bottom. When my eyes adjust I see a person dancing. They wear white clothes , like the one’s the Queen’s servants in Black Butler wear, and around their neck a green snake. I knew who they were, I like to call them The Dancer. They are a sort of higher persona of mine I guess, I honestly am not sure. I watch them dance before asking them to help me in my discovery process. They reach out and touch my hand and I disappear again. The white slides away like a sliding door as I look out onto a white corridor. I walk down to the first and only opening to see a man there. He has white wings and what appeared to be a cooking apron on. He introduced himself as Red, and said he will be helping me. He lead me to a room split into three sections, each with a class casing and Kintype I am questioning. The first has the werewolf inside and he said to “Try it on.” So I tried change myself into the Werewolf. And it worked, only I was just a wolf with deep brown fur and various lighter patterns, not an anthro-were or the size of the one I was before. When I asked if I was just a wolf he looked at me, shrugged, and said “Maybe,” with a smile. The next room held an osprey in the container. As I tried to change into the osprey I was rejected from it, and again a second time, before I was able to finally able to in the third try. This is when my dogs decided to go crazy and I was jolted awake. However I did have the weirdest phantom shift where my fingers were bird’s talons and my legs were the tail feathers, and somewhere around my shoulder’s the wings grew out. When I asked why it was rejecting me he said, “You are avian, but are you sure you are osprey? Try another bird.” My mind went first to the Barn Owl. I was given a vision of me in an autumn forest, perched on a birch tree next to its twin tree. Below us was a stone structure in the shape of a den where a dark brown wolf walked into. It was quick but I knew I was a Barn Owl. The last room held an Irish Elk. When I turned into it I wasn’t in control of my body as I exited the white room and walked on water in the stars that I initially fell. The form changed, though, into that of a moose instead. And I was given quick visions of me running and eating in pastures. After that I met Red one last time and said my thanks and goodbyes. Then I woke up. End research notes: · Started my research into Barn Owls and I remembered a Winged Avian I thought was a Kintype who had Barn Owl wings. Possibly me getting my Dontarian and possible Barn Owl Kintypes confused. · The Wolf resembles that of a Mackenzie Valley, Timber, and Iberian Wolf. · I did some research into Moose. This was my train of research into types of Moose: Libralces, Megaloceros, Megaloceros giganteus aka the Irish Elk. Full circle.
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