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About Lemonadelance

  • Rank
    Royal Wyrm

Personal Information

  • Gender Identity
    Transgender (F→M)
  • Gender Expression
    Masculinity (moderate)
  • Preferred Pronouns
    He/They
  • Sexuality
    Asexual
  • Antisexuality
    No
  • Interests
    Video Games (Mainly Undertale and Overwatch), Books (Mainly Wings of Fire), Other stuff (Too many to name them all)
  • Hobbies
    Acting, Dancing, Guitar playing, Drawing, Writing, etc.
  • Favorite Music
    A mix of Emo and Folk Punk
  • Favorite Books & Authors
    Folk Punk, "Emo" metal, Viking metal
  • Favorite Movies & TV Shows
    Steven Universe, Gravity Falls, Rise of the Guardians, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Avatar the Last Airbender, and Avatar
  • Favorite Games & Video Games
    Overwatch, Undertale, WoW
  • Religion
    New Age Pagan/Witch
  • Personal Spirituality
    I now consider myself a New Age Pagan/Witch and am a Devotee of Loki and follow Luciferianism (Luci is actually a pretty cool dude). You can call me a Pantheist and an Animist because I do believe all deities exist/have existed and that all natural items do have souls or that manmade objects could gain souls in some manner. I am a Storm and Animal Witch, and am an Energy and Spirit Worker.
    I am still trying to figure out my Soul Ray is (stuck between green, orange, and red) and have a Blue/Indigo aura. I am an Empath with my niche in Human emotion and Animal emotion. I am Clairvoyant and often work with divination; specifically tarot, oracle cards, and pendulum.

Other-than-human Identity

  • I am...
    an otherkin
    a therianthrope
    a plural system
  • Other names
    Lance/Lemon or Vik

Otherkin Identity

  • Kin Name
    LemonadeVik, Kinponders, Luna
  • Kintype(s)
    Darkness-Ice Dragon (+Moon Goddess Shard), Elven (Dontarian), Coyote Soul Shard
  • Time of Awakening
    About March 2015
  • Primary Identity
    Polykin
  • Personal Otherkin Experiences
    I once mental and phantom shifted while waiting to go on stage during one my plays, that was fun.
  • Personal Awakening
    A Youtube video called "Furries vs Therians"

Otherkin Shifting Frequency

  • Mental Shifting
    I experience it every day
  • Dream Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Phantom Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Aura Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Sensory Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Astral Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Bi-Location Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Cameo Shifting
    I don't experience it

Plural System Identity

  • System type
    Median
    Multiple
    Host of tulpae
  • My headmates are result of...
    Created thoughtforms
    Past lives brought back in the current one
    Visiting souls

Vampire Identity

  • Vampirism
    Not a vampire
  1. Reevaluating

    Reevaluating Jesus Christ if I knew being Otherkin was so hard I wouldn’t have discovered I was one in the first place. But here we are, no going back, just endless essays trying to explain who I am only to never be finished or see the light of day on my personal or kin blogs. Yet I write, it must help me in some way. It is much easier than meditation: it takes less time, I am often too busy watching anime to sit down and close my eyes, all that jam. But every time I go and mediate I think “hey, this is pretty cool and it has helped me a lot, I need to do this more!” than I don’t. I did some today though, starting to confirm a Kintype, denied a Kintype, and found out that two of them are just cameos I put too much attention on. Let’s start with the latter as those were the ones that gave me the idea to write them: Toriel and Blue Diamond. You know a Kintype is a Kintype by that core feeling in your heart. I just never got those from these two. I mean I did, then they poofed and I didn’t want them to poof so I started to do whatever I can to keep them as me. That didn’t work. I will not deny the memories as being real, as many have claimed to have gotten memories from cameo shifts, but they are real in the sense that my brain perceives them as real. That real in terms of proven or imaginary I am still unsure about; but the thing I know to real is that at the end of the path where I should see myself there is nothing more than just a faint mist of who I want to be and who I have tried to be. Next lets go to the Denied one. That one is the Kobold one. This is where my imagination went wild. About three to four years back I wanted to create my own world. So I went onto FantasyNameGenerators, brought up the Alien species name generator, chose one that sounded cool, and created the species from the body up. It wasn’t until after it was made, and after I joined the Tumblr Otherkin community of “Have many Kintypes that are unique, or go home” that I consciously took on that species as a Kintype. It didn’t last long, until now that is. In all reality I had no Kinfeels to the SAO Kobold outside of wanting to fulfill that past image of me. Now onto the one that I am starting the trail of confirming. That of course is the Werewolf Kintype I have been talking about for the past forever. The wolf connection started right when I entered the community, as seeing that everyone has a wolf Kintype, and I decided that my Fursona would be my Kintype (the thing that described me at the time that I could relate to being nonhuman with). Time went on I discovered it to be more of a Coyote, than a Coyote Soulshard. But like all good stories start, the feelings of wolf-ness did not go away. I guess it started with the Twilight series, as I watch them change from wolf to human to wolf, that I found a relation to (still Team Edward!). Then about a week or two ago I joined vampire and werewolf roleplay and it felt somewhat right. It has lead me down a path that I am not annoyed about following. One clear sign of something being a cameo or not for me is if I get easily frustrated at it for not being simple, but with the werewolf I am a bit frustrated but it is more of an amused “alright I’m getting ya, what’s next?” sort of frustrated. Thought I should just post that. And I actually finished it. Wow.
  2. jesus crisp i was a whinny baby in my past blog posts like holy crap

    1. Opossumblossum

      Opossumblossum

      Who isn't, though? I sometimes just give up on ever reviewing any of my writing at a later date, because I always sound so.... wah. Was it REALLY that bad, me from ten months ago? Was it?

      But nah, it's important to express yourself , even if an older or better off you thinks it a bit twee.

    2. Lemonadelance

      Lemonadelance

      Thanks bud, and true

  3. Dreams vs Reality. Something I Hope Helps

    I saw this in my feed, saw the: And immediately skipped to the comments and skimmed them before going back and reading what you had to say. I was expecting a P-shifting guide and was a bit disapointed when I got something about Third Eye chakras (and you but a lowercase B on Buddha, really?) Now look, I'm a pretty New Age person. Like, I have crystal sets and books on Auras and Astrology, plus I have done quite a bit of research into elemental manipulation through the clearing of chakras; trust me, I am pretty New Age. But I have to call Bullshit on your post, but not for the reason of "this is biologically impossible" or the like (but it is, like a lot, humans- no matter how ascended you get- can't do this shit) but it was how you presented the Third Eye Chakra. "Can never be undone" Thats the piece that ticked me off. Not because I don't believe in Chakras, but because thats not how chakras work. It can be undone by disrupting any of the other chakras between the throat and root because they all need to be cleared and cleansed for any of them to work to peek ability. Also 100 to 0? REALLY?! All you really need is some good fashion Chakra music on Youtube and five minutes of spare time for a chakra to open up. Its not a fancy process, I mean it can be, but it doesn't mean EVERYONE has to do it like a Buddhist Monk. Lastly, yeah I have to agree with everyone else because the impossible can't be done. Now if you have the attitude of "Its only impossible because Humans haven't ascended enough" than seriously good for you. Go ascend and come back with the proof being able to do what you say can be done.
  4. What's your spirit animal?

    My Power Animal has always been a Grizzly Bear. He has been the Totem of my family line since it was created. Then there is A, he is a Draconic (Dragon demi-human (so some scales across the body is all), but he also has claim himself to be close to that (but not entirely) a Jinn. Lin is a Fire-drake and R is a unicorn, and then there is K, she is a Cyclopes Wyvern (she is SO cute!)
  5. Daily Thought

    I means its ok but not my favorite grain.
  6. AI in Fiction

    I am sure everyone has heard of the anime Sword Art Online. I am a big fan of the show and just started to watch through the second season. Thats when I got those weird feelings that I haven't gotten in a while. You know the one, the one that gnaws at the back of your mind as you think "Hey this is familiar." So, because we do have Machinekin from this world, can it be possible to be Kin with the AI in SAO? NOT THE ENTIRE GAME! But instead a specific programming of, lets say, one of the character's pets or one of the character's avatars themselves. I would think it could be possible to be Kin with the avatar themselves since they are just the avatar of the character and thus has their own experiences and have been seen by some to be a differrent person or persona of the character (in the case of Sinon and her avatar in GGO). Thoughts?
  7. I'm not...

    I'm an ET, but I'm not here to abduct you (and would much rather have myself be abducted).
  8. Finally figured out the new site layout

     

  9. Server hacked ?!

    Yeah really.
  10. Server hacked ?!

    Maybe it was hacked on April fools for April fools but by this troll guy, not by the admin team.
  11. Server hacked ?!

    oh my gosh i forgot it was April fools....
  12. Server hacked ?!

    lol, ikr.
  13. Server hacked ?!

    Alright...this is the most interesting that is probably going to happen today.
  14. Server hacked ?!

    So, like, what should we do? Deactivate?
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