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Jay last won the day on October 9

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About Jay

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Personal Information

  • Gender Identity
    Transgender (F→M)
  • Gender Expression
    Masculinity (moderate)
  • Preferred Pronouns
  • Sexuality
  • Antisexuality
  • Interests
    nonreligious witchcraft (mainly cosmic and nature magick), art/animation, music, school (not really but it's like 80% of my brain at the moment)
  • Hobbies
    reading, drawing/animating, singing, percussion/music (I'm in my school's winds ensemble!), sleeping, visiting the library, having compulsive breakdowns, talking to my friends
  • Favorite Music
    really broad tbh. My Chemical Romance, Twenty One Pilots, Panic! At the Disco, Fall Out Boy, Hamilton, Wicked, Heathers: The Musical, The Neighborhood, Milky Chance, Halsey, Glass Animals, Mother Mother, Shayfer James, Chris Garneau
  • Favorite Books & Authors
    J.K. Rowling, Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson franchise, Harry Potter series, honestly I haven't been reading as much lately rip
  • Favorite Movies & TV Shows
    Steven Universe, Voltron: Legendary Defender, Gravity Falls, MLP: FiM, some anime, Zootopia (and general Disney movies), Yuuri on Ice!!!, Rick and Morty, OK K.O.!, Teen Titans
  • Favorite Games & Video Games
    Undertale, Don't Starve (Together), OFF, Hiveswap
  • Favorite Sports & Teams
  • Religion
  • Personal Spirituality
    I believe in mild karma and reincarnation, but I don't follow a particular religion. However, I do practice withcraft! I'm still way in the beginning stages, but I'd like to eventually work with astronomy/astrology and perhaps animals and/or plants.

Other-than-human Identity

  • I am...
    an otherkin
    a fictionkin
    a therianthrope
  • Primary Identity
  • Other names
    Scintilla (Youtube), PancilTip (DeviantArt), pidgeonshidgeon (Tumblr and Instagram), dammitbonnie (Twitch, Wattpad, and Tumblr [inactive])

Otherkin Identity

  • Kin Name
    Jay or Kaiden/Kai
  • Kintype(s)
    Grey Wolf (named Jay), Siamese Cat, dragon (named Celestia?), Pidge Gunderson (Voltron: Legendary Defender), Peridot (Steven Universe), Moonwatcher (Wings of Fire), John Egbert (Homestuck), Scorpius Malfoy (Harry Potter and the Cursed Child), noncanon pony (MLP: FiM), Jason Dean/JD (Heathers: The Musical), Branch (Trolls), Raven (TTG/original Teen Titans maybe?)
  • Kintype(s) Description
    this is also in shambles, just like my life
  • Time of Awakening
    roughly a year ago
  • Personal Otherkin Experiences
  • Personal Awakening
    I "awoke" around a year ago. My first kintype I discovered is rather stereotypical; a grey wolf. I discovered it by an otherkin documentary in a cringe compilation... whoops? I found the original video and checked out their channel and figured out that that was exactly what I was feeling! I did my research and decided to start identifying with the term "otherkin." Since then, I've discovered 12 more kintypes, but the majority are fictionkin. I only have three otherkin kintypes! ^^; When I first joined the community, I got too excited and probably mistook relating to a character for a kintype or let my brain make up memories/cameo shifts/etc. I ended up with 20-30 kintypes! something felt off, so I threw the majority back into the kinsidering stage and eliminated a lot of them. I'm honestly glad I made the mistake - now I know to be wary and that the kinsidering process can be longer than desired!
  • Body Dysphoria

Otherkin Shifting Frequency

  • Mental Shifting
    I experience it few times a week
  • Dream Shifting
    I already experienced it in the past, but I don't nowadays
  • Phantom Shifting
    I experience it few times a month
  • Aura Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Sensory Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Astral Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Bi-Location Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Cameo Shifting
    I experience it few times a year

Otherkin Shifting Duration

  • Mental Shifting
    It lasts some hours
  • Dream Shifting
    It lasts half hour
  • Phantom Shifting
    It lasts a hour
  • Aura Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Sensory Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Astral Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Bi-Location Shifting
    I don't experience it
  • Cameo Shifting
    It lasts half hour

Otherkin Shifting Triggers

  • Mental Shifting
    external stimuli-provoked
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Dream Shifting
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Phantom Shifting
    external stimuli-provoked
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Cameo Shifting
    unprovoked involuntary

Otherkin Shifting Experiences

  • Mental Shifting
    It affects my voluntary responses to stimuli
    It affects my involuntary responses to stimuli
    I make noises that similar to the ones my kintype makes
    It affects my posture
  • Dream Shifting
    I experience this during the night
  • Phantom Shifting
    I experience the sense of light touch in my phantom limbs
    I experience another sense from my phantom limbs
    I feel I can move my phantom limbs
  • Cameo Shifting
    My cameos are on the kintypes I am considering to be
    My cameos are random
    but inside a specific a specific set of options
    My cameos are completely random

Other-Hearted Identity

  • Kith
    Aradia Megido (Homestuck), Sollux Captor (Homestuck), Haruhi Fujioka (Ouran High School Host Club), Chara Dreemurr (Undertale), Mettaton (Undertale), Jade Harley (Homestuck)

Plural System Identity

  • System type
    Singlet (not a system)

Vampire Identity

  • Vampirism
    Not a vampire

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  1. Soul Age Test

    I got an old soul! Existing at the opposite end of the spectrum to Infant Souls, Old Souls are like old people who are gradually winding down and retiring from the world of the ego. Although often coming across as detached or uncaring, Old Souls are deeply aware of the complexity and transience of life, investing their efforts only in that which is seen as worthy or meaningful. If you are an Old Soul, you are knowledgeable, balanced, and spiritually inclined. I honestly feel like I have a middle soul. I know of the cruelty of the world but I'm still learning to love it and me. I don't feel very mature yet. I'm reckless and impulsive and pessimistic, but I feel like somewhere something is blossoming or at least budding. I then checked out that other page you linked, scrolled to the section where it covers old souls, and took the old soul test there. I got 60%.
  2. i joined a year ago happy birthday to meeeeeee

    (more like to this account)

    i joined on 10/10 because thats what i am

    shift: null


    shift: null probs

  4. anxiety

    @Mystere @Terro @Shezep @Opossumblossum thank you guys so much,, sorry ive just been liking your comments and not responding ack my brain wont word in these situations but i felt the need to tell you guys thanks with words
  5. Words that are stuck in your head

    That actually happens a lot to me. I'll just walk up with a word in my brain and it won't leave until I do something with it! Sometimes I don't even know the words (though I'm sure I'd seen it before). I would type more but my brain won't word.
  6. anxiety

    (warning small vent) PSA: it's the worst Im so so scared to do or post anything and I don't want to say anything to my friends in fear or upsetting or annoying them and I never want to post anything even if it's important to me or on my mind a lot because I'm just so damn scared of what everybody will think and people judging and hating me honestly I've seriously considered becoming selectively mute several times and just God it's the worsttttt, I'm trying to be more active on here and post more in all the forum areas but I'm just. Scared What are your experiences with social anxiety/advice for dealing with it?
  7. WARNING: animal death, minor wounds on animal i wasnt sure where to put this but i felt obliged to share it. this is a video of a man who found a young rabbit that wasnt doing well and comforted it in its last moments. its probably very silly to post this here/feel the need to post this here, and if this is irrelevant or if i didnt tag this well enough or its just too serious ill take it down/itll be taken down. i didnt find anything in the guidelines against this, but im still nervous about posting this, so if anybody finds anything wrong please do tell me. this video just really moved me. he didnt have to take time out of his day to make the rabbit comfortable, but he did. i just.. i don't know, its three in the morning and i cant word very well, so i'll just link the video. the video can be found here (on youtube).
  8. i have a book report due tomorrow and i'm dying

    current shift: Jay?/null probably

  9. tfw you realize a lot of ur kintypes were actually hearttypes

    current shift: idk man

  10. me, typing up replies ive been procrastinating typing at ungodly hours: time to curse like a sailor for literally no reason

    me, only considering the consequences after i submit the comment:

  11. bork

    current shift: Jay (grey wolf)

  12. I do hope I'm not simply being dim, but as far as I can make out these aren't already features! I'd like more accessibility from the home page and/or the little side tab (e.g. be able to get to my own profile from the home page as opposed to having to click my icon from a comment I posted or something). I also can't find the help area/link? However I haven't been on in a while (whether mobile or desktop) so I'm not sure if anything has changed! Finally, I'd like to have possibly a loosely customisable theme? I don't know about now but I know before the platform switch you could sort of choose a theme! It's just not very pleasing to the eye in my opinion. Thank you!
  13. I am absolutely DROWNING in schoolwork ;;

    Shift: Jay? (wolf)

    1. Kerguelen
    2. Jay


      @Kerguelen math, *science*, *French*

      It used to be a lot more though so :,)

  14. Wowza I'm back and more mentally unstable than ever

    Current shift (I'm gonna post my shift whenever I post a status): wolf?

  15. Sorry I'm not on very often! I tend to forget about things, then overindulge when I remember them, then forget them again...