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About Mirath

Personal Information

  • Gender Identity
    Transgender (F→M)
  • Gender Expression
    Masculinity (moderate)
  • Preferred Pronouns
    He/His/Himself. Just not 'it'
  • Sexuality
    Asexual
  • Antisexuality
    No
  • Interests
    Furry fandom, Geology, Dragons
  • Hobbies
    Creative writing, Drawing, Bass playing, Video games (PS3/4)
  • Favorite Music
    Amon Amarth, DragonForce, Trivium, Death Angel, Suicide Silence, Iced Earth, DAGames
  • Favorite Books & Authors
    The Inheritence Cycle, Lord Of The Rings Trilogy, Harry Potter series
  • Favorite Movies & TV Shows
    Matrix Trilogy, Battleship, Defiance series, The Strain series, Helix series, Jurassic Park trilogy
  • Favorite Games & Video Games
    Ratchet and Clank series, TESIV: Oblivion, TESV: Skyrim, Dragons Dogma, Sly Cooper series, Legendary
  • Favorite Sports & Teams
    NHL (NY Rangers)

Other-than-human Identity

  • I am...
    a vampire
  • Primary Identity
    Fictionkin

Otherkin Identity

  • Kintype(s)
    Charles Deckard (Legendary)
  • Kintype(s) Description
    Because I'm not typing it all out again - https://www.kinmunity.com/blogs/entry/1572-fictotype-appearance/
  • Time of Awakening
    Around August 2016
  • Personal Otherkin Experiences
    Even though I identify as a human character, I do have some cameo shifts from time to time. I think it leans towards a more psychological cause, but I'm still figuring that out.

    Everything else is more or less in my blog posts anyway

    Instances of cameo shifts - feathery wings, pointed elf-like ears, a wolf/dragon hybrid of some kind, three-digit hands and claws, longer feet, longer/thicker canines, muzzle, reptile-like tail
  • Personal Awakening
    I believe that when I first awakened, from the reaction that my parents had I buried it deep down inside myself until that whole mess had blown over. Back then I had no idea of any of the terminology, and I could say I had a much stronger awakening "wave" more recently when things seemed to fall into place.
  • Body Dysphoria
    No

Otherkin Shifting Frequency

  • Mental Shifting
    My kintype integrated to my base personality
  • Phantom Shifting
    I experience it few times a month
  • Cameo Shifting
    I already experienced it in the past, but I don't nowadays

Otherkin Shifting Duration

  • Mental Shifting
    It lasts few minutes
  • Phantom Shifting
    It lasts some minutes
  • Cameo Shifting
    It lasts half minute

Otherkin Shifting Triggers

  • Mental Shifting
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Dream Shifting
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Phantom Shifting
    external stimuli-provoked
    unprovoked involuntary
  • Cameo Shifting
    external stimuli-provoked
    unprovoked involuntary

Otherkin Shifting Experiences

  • Mental Shifting
    It affects my voluntary responses to stimuli
    It affects my involuntary responses to stimuli
  • Dream Shifting
    I experience this during the night
  • Phantom Shifting
    I experience the sense of light touch in my phantom limbs
    I experience the sense of heat in my phantom limbs
    I experience the sense of pain in my phantom limbs
  • Cameo Shifting
    My cameos are completely random

Plural System Identity

  • System type
    Gateway
  • Are members named?
    There's at least one one that they presented their name
  • Member count
    It varies with the time (gateway systems)

Vampire Identity

  • Vampirism
    Not a vampire

Contact Information

  • Discord Tag
    Mirath#0457
  • Kik
    TheDreadStefan
  • Telegram
    @Stefan_Mirath
  • Skype
    guardian_raphael

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  1. Last movie you watched?

    To answer, it is possible to be both -kin and -hearted with something. It is also possible to not feel like your kintype is also a hearttype. You could always make a separate thread on this and more people might be inclined to answer, rather than derailing this thread. - The last movie I watched was The Day After Tomorrow, one of my favourite films.
  2. Mirath

  3. Whether your identity is spiritual, psychological, or a mix of both, at some point you might have wondered what was going on right now in your source, ranging from things like how far things had moved on or how doomed everyone is. So why not make a thread for those 'well I feel like X and Z happened, and Y is happening as we speak' - whether you include yourself or not. This isn't meant to be a definite 'yes this definitely happened/this is definitely happening' thing, more of a guesswork (unless you know what's going on in that life right now). What do you think is happening right now? -- I think that the world is still a mess, even if by now they would have started to rebuild and adapt, as you do, and either hunting the myriad of mythical creatures for sport or experimentation wouldn't be out of that train of thought either... As long as it isn't me again, I'm good... I personally like (if you can call it that) to believe that the Black Order is still somewhat formed even after LeFey's death, but by who I have no idea, and I'm not sure I want to know at that point. Would they still have their high-grade tech? Probably, being spread around the globe, where there's tech there's money right? Although whether they still stick to the shadows might be a long shot, Gareth's the one to show off and he worked for them, so... wouldn't put it past them to try and show they were (in LeFey's words) "the supreme rulers of the Earth". Why there's some part of me that hopes central London is destroyed beyond repair... eh. I highly, highly doubt the Council is back on its feet even now, their base below the Houses of Parliament was pretty much ripped apart and flooded. Good. They never seemed like the sort to have an extensive backup plan, and I think they're still picking up the pieces. Yes I think there are some pockets out there trying to hold their own, but that's just fragments. Not a whole complete faction, and personally I didn't think they operated on the same level... But maybe I'm very very biased. Probably. As for Vivian, my feelings are a lot more complicated trying to think of that aside from that I know she's safe. And more than capable of looking after herself, heh.
  4. So, in addition to MechanicJasper letting me know, I found out that soulbonding.org (The Living Library), has decided to be shut down by the staff team. Apparently the posts there will be set to Read Only, which is a good thing, but an unexpected decision even though it has been down once before. The post regarding the forum closure - http://soulbonding.org/viewtopic.php?f=51&p=7664&sid=2be2f9d49b441f8a2e75b39fd12599a8#p7664 I do hope that they keep the posts (or I get the chance to move the information into this group, so to speak), as found it was a pretty good resource in terms of the lesser-known community surrounding this.
  5. Spirits in the Machines

    I find myself doing this at least once a day, and about 50/50 get weird looks from my co-workers. Yay. So we have these card personalisation/embossing machines at work, and I find them fascinating. And I'll happily talk to them, my most used line (and often repeated) being "why have we stopped?". When they do start working I'll often pat them as if to say 'good job'. I've also apparently started doing this to our new envelope printer, which really seems to be testing my patience lately. But we often, uh, get along.
  6. What am I?

    Some of those things are just human traits. In example, I growl when I'm angry and often have some form of communication made up of "screeches", and I consider myself hypersensitive to sound and light. But I am far from being a wolf therian, heh. With dreams happening in real life, they're called precognitive dreams, having experienced them myself. Sometimes it's just simply your brain managing to piece information together in such a way. As for waking up covered in dirt, that doesn't really sound like a kin-related thing, it could be ranging from sleepwalking to a dissociative/amnesiac episode. But I'm no expert nor do I have enough information to say for definite, I can only throw out guesses. Time and time again I see people jump to a nonhuman answer before considering any 'normal' human explanation, and in some cases it can be dangerous to do so, but more in the cases that it affects their health.
  7. Stemming from the age-old line 'but you only found your identity after finding your source material', I was wondering how many had experienced things such as shifts, feeling, even memories of their source before even getting near it. Not having seen many who say this myself, I was curious. -- With myself, you've probably seen me mention numerous times how I believe that my own instincts/reactions match up pretty close to what happened in canon events, without much/any prior leaning (heh, you think out in Saudi Arabia I knew anything about being trans? I wish I had). I've bored you all enough about my personal feelings towards London... Some things I can't explain that were just so strong and so natural to follow. Granted, I didn't experience shifts before that time, nor any memories (dream or otherwise), so I really didn't have much to go on. Like they say, things seem to click into place, I guess. As utterly weird as that sounds.
  8. Sometimes I feel like a fake

    I wouldn't imagine that it has to be debilitating every time it happens, if at all. I tend to think of it like a long scale, ranging from 'barely there' to 'oh god why am I here in this body' Hell, I'm human, I still get a sense of 'oh this is weird'. And yeah, I totally get you in feeling like a fake due to not experiencing X kind of thing "when everyone else seems to". It gets awful sometimes, but at least in terms of memories, in terms of shifts, hell in terms of experiences overall, it can help to override that feeling of being a fake. I probably messed this up, but I hope it makes sense and is of some help.
  9. The Let it All Out Thread

    I sometimes get feelings of guilt associated with who I was, and what I did. It's not like I went around mindlessly killing those creatures, more of a 'kill or be killed' deal, but because of the way things connected, for that short wale after I felt their emotion, and it wasn't the most pleasant. I didn't have much choice. And even now I'm just sat here feeling as guilty as anything, like I hurt something/someone close to me.
  10. Back then, I did what I had to do, and sometimes I feel awful over it. The fight to survive at its best, I guess.

  11. A ramble over Griffons

    Initially I intended to do a blog post in the style of a bestiary, but then I'd end up with a heavily-personal slant to it and language that probably isn't allowed on here, heh. But, as I thought this over (and somehow found myself dragged into a conversation over griffons), it made me recollect my own experiences with them, whether in direct, uh, contact or not. I don't ever recall if I shared my memories and feelings over griffons, since they seem to trace back far before my source. Am I daft for getting slightly happier over seeing any griffon kintypes? Maybe, it's weird but it's the same when I see someone with a werewolf kintype, some part of me wonders in a way. But even then I know it's a very very slim chance, and I'm okay with that, it'd just be interesting if it ever did line up that way. It's weird how I'd actually prefer the creatures over any other character, but I can't complain. I may not have been their biggest fan, who is over something that actively tries to kill you, but they had their uses, whether alone or in their flocks. I wouldn't call them regal in any fashion, hoarders, vultures is more appropriate - but then from them being thrust into a completely different world to what they might have known, it makes sense they'd try to adapt as best they could. That memory I have of riding a griffon seems to get sharper, whether that's my intention or not I'm unsure, but what always sticks out is that the sky is still a murky orange from the aftermath, and their feathers are more of a banded alternating light- and dark-gray. It only ever lasts a few seconds, but to me it shows a lot.
  12. I'm not...

    I'm fictionkin, but I'm not from anime
  13. I feel like I'm on the right path.

    And it feels so weird.

    1. Syan

      Syan

      Take it easy

  14. Maybe, just maybe...

    This wasn't what you were thinking to read, nor was it what I thought I'd write. Or maybe I'm just trying to find some sense of direction. I've never been a religious person, although I do sometimes think there might be something up there watching me aside from Gareth, heh. I even had a time where I thought of pursuing it, looking into all sorts, and came up with nothing. It's funny because when we studied Ancient Egypt in my Archaeology A Level course, their religion was the most interesting to me, and to me it felt a bit more 'normal' to consider polytheism than it would be to consider monotheism, having multiple gods that each had their own sectors, so to speak. It was studying their beliefs about the afterlife and reincarnation that made some sense, although I don't hold that view now due to it just not fitting, doesn't mean I can't think about it in any other sense. But then for some reason every so often it's like I get an urge to start looking into it again. It's probably just some cycle of coincidence though, albeit an interesting one. Hell, I'm a furry, maybe the animalistic representations appealed to me that way. I know I'm the only one who can answer something like this though, so worth poking my head into even further.
  15. A work colleague recently recommended the new series 'Midnight, Texas' to me. So far, with its second episode, I'm not disappointed. A medium, vampire, weretiger, and blonde assassin? Sounds like a run-up to a bad joke, but it looks like it's got a good mix of fantasy for me.
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