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Syan

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Syan last won the day on November 17

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About Syan

  • Rank
    Great Wyrm

Personal Information

  • Gender Identity
    Agender
  • Gender Expression
    Masculinity (weak)
  • Preferred Pronouns
    she, they
  • Sexuality
    Asexual
  • Antisexuality
    No
  • Interests
    video games, music, drawing ,writing, biology, philosophy, divination, martial arts
  • Favorite Music
    classic metal
  • Religion
    Buddhism
  • Personal Spirituality
    -Pantheist

    On my otherkinity: If you put to consideration the mass of conservation which states that matter can't be created or destroyed, your life energy can't just disappear when you die. And since it is energy, it has no real form however it might take the form of the body that you inhabit and that can leave an imprint or memory on the soul. The soul can cross dimensions and realities.

Other-than-human Identity

  • I am...
    an otherkin
    a fictionkin
    a therianthrope
    other-hearted
  • Primary Identity
    Polykin

Otherkin Identity

  • Kintype(s)
    Iberian Wolf, Mountain Lion, Dark Templar
  • Kintype(s) Description
    Iberian Wolf- Dark brown markings on the face with some black fur on the top of the head, body and limbs. The chin, jaw and underside of the neck is white.
    Mountain lion-A somewhat pale coat with pale green(?) eyes. (Not 100% certain on the eye color)
  • Time of Awakening
    unknown
  • Personal Otherkin Experiences
    I have done extensive research for all three of my 'types.
    For my theriotypes: I sort of have a prey/hunting drive whether or not I am mental shifted. I also have strong urges to climb trees and rocks, have the habit of growling, hissing, snarling and scratching when I get startled or when my inhibitions are lowered. These are always unintentional urges I get without thinking. The noises I make sometimes sound like one of my two types.
    For the protoss type: Countless strange, shocking sensations and similar experiences that I've been experiencing throughout my whole life correlate to the past life. It is too extensive to summarize.

    I get feelings of species dysphoria. My human body doesn't match the way I perceive my body to actually be. They overlap with my kin types during phantom or aura shifts.
  • Personal Awakening
    Varies with each type
  • Body Dysphoria
    Yes

Otherkin Shifting Frequency

  • Mental Shifting
    I experience it nearly every day
  • Dream Shifting
    I experience it few times a year
  • Phantom Shifting
    I experience it every day
  • Aura Shifting
    I experience it every day

Otherkin Shifting Duration

Other-Hearted Identity

  • Kith
    cheetah, zombie, elephant, werewolf, wizard

Plural System Identity

Vampire Identity

  • Vampirism
    Not a vampire

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  1. The "Canadian" wolf

    So you only listen to those that agree with you and ignore anything else.
  2. The "Canadian" wolf

    I don't know how else to say this, but you are ignoring and denying everything anyone says if it doesn't go with your view point. Why join an otherkin website when you're not trying to learn anything or communicate with others? It seems to me that you just joined it just to rant about how much you hate humans killing dragons. It's not constructive. You said that once but you don't need to repeat it on every forum post.
  3. Dreams/Visions + stones relating to Kin

    I actually feel connected to those two stones as well, especially selenite. I actually thought of combining those two crystals by having them next to me while I meditate. Let's see how far it takes me.
  4. Evolution of the dragon

    Not all dragons are the same exact shape, size or color. There is a lot of different diversities on it from different cultures. There is not just one true dragon species.
  5. The Let it All Out Thread

    Thanks! I will keep that in mind.
  6. The Let it All Out Thread

    My wisdom teeth started to grow on both sides of my bottom jaw. But for the past 2-3 years, they've been taking their sweet time, hurting on and off. Lately my new wisdom tooth has been hurting but it looks like it's growing out straight so far. Let's see how lucky I am with my top wisdom teeth. @Kerguelen You should go to the dentist for that, might be a cavity. So...I feel alone in my experiences. I'm not comfortable enough to share it on the internet and I have no one to sympathize with me. I can't have a conversation about my experiences in detail without feeling shy or embarrassed. I don't know what to do.
  7. Annoyances

    I'm feeling further ostracized from my family, mainly because they don't take me seriously or just seriously underestimate me. It does terrible things to my confidence. One of the things that gives me some sort of fighting power was learning about my past life(or what I presume is my past life) and what I truly am in the spiritual sense. Being asexual is giving me more problems again, particularly when people tell me that sex is a human or natural thing. That reinforces the feeling that I am an alien (nonhuman) or that I don't belong here at all. There's also the fact that non human animals have sex as well so that first explanation makes zero sense. And then there's my parents consistently ask or tell me that not having kids is selfish. My responses to that is:the world is over populated, and I will create something else that will have some lasting impact on the world. Babies aren't the only thing you can create. The tarot cards indicated that I had adopted in a past life. Whether that's true or not, I don't know. If it is true, then I am following my old patterns. Another thing is when I told my mom I want to go to a Buddhist temple in China in the future. Her response was that I can go with my future husband. I told her that wasn't going to happen or that it was unlikely. Then she complained on how she raised an old maid. I snapped and told her that she knows exactly what she raised, (someone with nonhuman spiritual identities) and that I will make my own path and destiny in this world. I am shocked that this sort of thinking is so innate and ingrained into humanity while it isn't for me, especially when I was raised with this type of thinking. If wanting to live a different life makes me an old maid solely on the reason that I don't want to get married, then that comparison is seriously disheartening and a disappointment. With the exception of friends, I feel very alone within my family. It is times like this that remind me that I have to 'pretend' to play human or mimic them. And no, otherkinity didn't start this type of thinking. I had this type of thinking for years while I only knew about otherkin/therianthropy for almost a year. I actually have no problems being the way I am and it doesn't cause me distress. It only impairs me when other people criticize me for being different or by having such different beliefs in general.
  8. The Let it All Out Thread

    @ThisIsImportant I'm sorry to hear about everything that's happening to you. You have my sympathies. :( That church sounds like a very disgusting and toxic environment.
  9. Dumbest thought of the day!

    This was a thought from yesterday on Halloween: I either look like a ninja or a farmer
  10. Big Projects that You're Trying to Tackle?

    I drew my own personal major arcana. I don't like most of the artwork I did so I'm no so comfortable with sharing. The thing is, is that it's all on paper and I can't really use that, especially when some of the drawings are smaller than the others. I'd need to minimize all of them on microsoft word so they're the same size and then print them out. But I'm not sure how successful that'll be.
  11. Dumbest thought of the day!

    About a dog: She looks like a lizard
  12. Daily Thought

    My sister has been ordering tons and tons of rubber ducks in the mail. At first I thought she was joking with me but no, she was dead serious. I don't remember ever laughing as hard as I did yesterday with that.
  13. Dumbest thought of the day!

    No one knows. Maybe the landlord put it there for some strange reason. For what strange reason, I don't know. Now I want to take a picture of it at this point because of how random and out of no where the cone is.
  14. Random Fun Facts!

    I think it mostly comes from your hips and shoulders when you pivot the punch.
  15. Dumbest thought of the day!

    This is an actual question I thought to myself: Why is there a traffic cone in the basement? and: Nice try, universe!
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