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Syan

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About Syan

  • Rank
    Wyrmling

Personal Information

  • Gender Identity
    Agender
  • Gender Expression
    Masculinity (weak)
  • Preferred Pronouns
    she, they
  • Sexuality
  • Antisexuality
    No
  • Interests
    video games, music, drawing,writing,biology, philosophy
  • Favorite Music
    classic metal

KinCard

  • Primary Identity
    Polytherian
  • Kintype(s)
    European Wolf, Mountain Lion
  • Time of Awakening
    unknown
  • Shifting Experience
    Mental Shifting
    Phantom Shifting
    Aura Shifting
    Cameo Shifting
  • Shifting Triggers
    I experience emotionally-provoked involuntary shifts.
    I experience unprovoked involuntary shifts.
    I experience involuntary shifts provoked by external stimuli.
  • Vampirism
    Not a vampire
  • Plural System
    No
  • Kintype Description
    Iberian Wolf- Dark brown markings on the face with some black fur on the top of the head, body and limbs. The chin, jaw and underside of the neck is white.
    Mountain lion-A somewhat pale coat with pale green(?) eyes. (Not 100% certain on the eye color)

    I figure these out by looking at a couple of pictures of my types and see which one give me the feeling that I'm looking at myself
  • Personal Awakening
    I always had a small idea
  • Personal Otherkin Experiences
    I sort of have a prey/hunting drive whether or not I am mental shifted. I also have strong urges to climb trees and rocks, have the habit of growling, hissing, snarling and scratching when I get startled or when my inhibitions are lowered. These are always unintentional urges I get without thinking. The noises I make sometimes sound like one of my two types.

    I get feelings of species dysphoria. My human body doesn't match the way I perceive my body to actually be. They overlap with my two kin types during phantom or aura shifts.
  • Religion
    ?
  • Personal Spirituality
    On my spirituality in general: I don't really believe in a 'god' but I believe the universe itself might be sentient. My reasoning for thinking that is because of the intelligent design found in galaxies, planets and star systems, and of course, on earth. It's like the universe made a conscious effort to make it work that way. It's way too coincidental that everything is just right for earth to have life like this. I just see way too many coincidences that go on in my life. So my beliefs are very similar to buddhism in a way, and it works for me.

    On my therianthropy/otherkinity: If you put to consideration the mass of conservation which states that matter can't be created or destroyed, your life energy can't just disappear when you die. And since it is energy, it has no real form however it might take the form of the body that you inhabit and that can leave an imprint or memory on the soul. So, I'm left with 2...but there are probably more that I can't find.

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  1. I feel like a happy puppy now that I'm getting back to rp again

    1. Sickly Substance

      Sickly Substance

      Roleplaying can be fun, or even a good way to relax if you've been wound up by remembering you're stuck in a human body, for example.

  2. Zenyatta: I'm a huge fan of robots. Now combine robots with buddhist monks from Nepal, and I love it. I always had a soft spot for omnics even though my friends don't like omnics for whatever stupid reason.
  3. kin feelings

    It's possible, but right now I just don't know. I might never know. If I was, it would have to be psychological not spiritual. Because it's impossible for me to be one of the sons( Maybe it's just something that looks like one of them. I know for sure I'm not a deitykin, and it goes against my beliefs. But if I looked like one of the 9 sons, it would be Bi'an, a tiger dragon who guards jails.
  4. kin feelings

    Maybe it's possible that you became aware of your wings after the fact that you lost them and felt they were missing after you took off the costume. Was this before you noticed your alters? As for me, the whole liking dogs and wolves came much later when I actually started paying attention to them (when I was 14-15 years old compared to when I wanted to be a feline as a young kid) Now that I think of it, I think I also had small canine shifts back then but I confused it with the feline shifts. After figuring out this was a thing (which was this January) I figured out what they are. So what I'm saying is that the costume might have made you aware of what you always had, but I can't say for sure. For your question, my phantom wings are making me question a third type. I don't think pixius have void wings though, they're portrayed with having feathery wings I think. I was looking up pixius as a possible type and came across similar animal creatures that in chinese mythology are called the 9 sons of the dragon king. It's hard to find proper pictures or descriptions on how exactly they look. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nine_sons_of_the_dragon I don't get a lion mane during my shifts, but some statues of a pixiu look slim and leopard like. Or I could be getting similar shifts to one of the sons. (Not saying that I am actually one of the sons but something that looks like them) I can't really decide for you if you are or aren't a pixiu but if you're getting just the phantom wings , the mane and nothing else it might not be a pixiu shift. I can't say with certainty. The other shifts might be there but you haven't noticed it. And nope, I'm not a grey muzzle. I officially knew about the community just a couple months ago. I already had a small idea of the concepts and just officially discovered it. I'm almost 22 years old but I feel much older than that. I blame that on my past lives that I can't remember. From what my aunt said, I complained of feeling too old even when I was 5. :p I might act all mature when I'm in serious mode, but I joke around way too much. :p
  5. No but my sister lent me her spinner since I was bothering my hair as i was studying. I might actually get one. I don't have adhd though.
  6. It's plausible that it does have some form of life like bacteria or other micro organisms. But we can't know for sure with the tech humans have now.
  7. What's there to complain about them? Also, they help with bad habits, ocd and anxiety.
  8. kin feelings

    The way I've been testing things out is by forcing a phantom shift and see if it feels right. But of course just because it feels right doesn't mean that it'll stay like that. With my feline/canine types, it's been this way for years and years. That might be the only way to know for sure. In reality, from what I hear it can take years to figure out if a type is real or if it's just a cameo, but I'm not sure since I haven't been here for long. When you say that you aren't sure if your phantom shifts are all cameo, are you talking about all your phantom shifts or just the ones pointing to this animal/creature? I also don't feel strong phantom wings either. I think they might be smaller and meant for gliding if it proves to not be a cameo shift. Is that the same for you too? For the horns, they feel really realistic but that might be because of the way I wear my hair. When I glance at a pixiu it doesn't look the way I imagine myself to look but these weird shifts add up to it. Maybe it's because it's a statue and you can't really observe their behavior when they don't exist here. Indeed, there's a chance I might never know I'm really new to otherkinity in general but these are my thoughts so far.
  9. kin feelings

    No lie, but I get these cameo horn and wing shifts. But of course idk if this creature is exactly it. Either way, it's insightful.
  10. A guitar pick:(+3 to charisma) A packet of sketching paper: distracts enemies for up to 20 seconds A computer: infinite but biased and flawed knowledge
  11. I believe that from a biological standpoint, the purpose of love isn't just for procreation. It's necessary to feel love towards your own species, to care for them and help them in order to increase the chances of a species' survival. On earth at least, that's why I think the emotions/neurotransmitters involved in love is still found.
  12. I find people in general to be extremely unreliable in the long run. So in other words when you do make long term friends, you should prepare yourself to be let down. I don't want to sound pessimistic but that's the way I view it. It's impossible to always be satisfied all the time with other people or with anything you do to be honest. Really, all you can depend on is yourselves.
  13. I listed this on my profile but I wanted to go in more detail On my spirituality in general: I don't really believe in a 'god' but I believe the universe itself might be sentient. My reasoning for thinking that is because of the intelligent design found in galaxies, planets and star systems, and of course, on earth. It's like the universe made a conscious effort to make it work that way. It's way too coincidental that everything is just right for earth to have life like this. I just see way too many coincidences that go on in my life. Coincidences such as small, minor things popping up in my life that I was just thinking about for no reason. A few examples would be when I was around 10 years old and I was thinking of an old show I didn't see. Suddenly, I would see someone mention the show out of the blue with no reason for it to be brought up. By itself, it seems coincidental but once the coincidences keep piling up over the years, I really get the sense that the universe is onto something. I have a few small prophetic dreams of the next day sometimes, such as someone upsetting me. Most of the time when I wake up from the dream I prepare myself for the disappointment. Something that happen a year ago was when two of my great grandmas who were born a couple of weeks apart also died a few weeks apart in different countries without knowing the other died. I'm really scientific and logical but circumstances has made me think that unexplained phenomenons such as souls, past lives and coincidences can be explained with quantum mechanics/physics. But humans can't understand it because it literally has its own laws of physics. The universe is inheritedly neutral, but life would perceive it as chaotic because of how dangerous it is a whole. Supernovas, asteroids, natural disasters, disease, radiation and a bunch of other things. The universe just is. It doesn't care about good or bad. I do believe in karma and some sort of judgement. But it's based on the law that states that when there's force, an equal amount of force is pushed back towards you. (I can't remember what it's called.) I don't know if the universe itself can be judged, but the universe IS pretty cruel.So my beliefs are very similar to buddhism in a way, and it works for me. On my therianthropy/otherkinity: If you put to consideration the mass of conservation which states that matter can't be created or destroyed, your life energy can't just disappear when you die. And since it is energy, it has no real form however it might take the form of the body that you inhabit and that can leave an imprint or memory on the soul. So, I'm left with my two types...but there are probably more that I can't find.
  14. I cant stop laughing at the wolf's derpy pose in my cover photo

  15. I think good and evil is just subjective. I don't think the universe really cares if humans sin, unless you're talking about karma. Space and the universe is very catastrophic to begin with (the big bang), so chaos is needed within this reality for things to work. The universe doesn't care about stability at all because it is a very instable place for the most part and it's rare that anything ''good'' comes out of it. By good, I mean the way humans perceive to be good, such as life and planets. The universe is just neutral. ie, it " just is". In my mind, what is perceived as good or bad is just a word that is put onto it by humans. But most of the stupid little nusenses that the church worries about are very minor. Sorry if I'm rambling.