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Lerena

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Lerena last won the day on November 7 2018

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About Lerena

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    Plebeian

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  • Gender Identity
    Female
  • Preferred Pronouns
    Feminine
  • Sexuality
    Bisexual

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  • Kin Name
    Lerena
  • Aliases
    Shion,Usagi,Sailor Moon,Aoi,Blue Angel
  • Primary Identity
    Fictionkin
    Soulbonder
    Other
    Questioning
  • Kintypes
    Alienkin
  • Fictotypes
    Shion Kiba,Usagi Tskuino/Sailor Moon,Aoi Zaizen/Blue Angel
  • Synpaths
    Kazuma Shouji,Rio Kamishiro,Yozora Mikazuki
  • *type Description
    Alienkin of a presently unknown species. This technically means I could be a different kin type instead, but I am currently unable to find out for sure where my feelings of not being human are originating and I have claimed alienkin as a result of this lack of ability. If I ever discover I am actually an already named species, I will change my kin type to match what I have discovered about myself. My alienkin identity keeps getting stronger though.

    ---Fictotypes---
    Shion Kiba from Cardfight Vanguard G
    Usagi Tsukino/Sailor Moon from Sailor Moon
    Aoi Zaizen/Blue Angel from Yu-Gi-Oh VRAINS

    ---Characters I'm Hearted With---
    Yozora Mikazuki from Haganai
    Kazuma Shouji from Cardfight Vanguard G
    Rio Kamishiro from Yu-Gi-Oh Zexal

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  1. Lerena

    My Chest Feels Lighter

    A huge weight was taken off my shoulders last night after I somehow obtained a solution to one of my personal problems in the middle of typing my own response to something on Reddit. There's still some weight left in my chest and it seems to be related to my writer's block and probably my issues with chronic procrastination that I need to crack down on working through as soon as possible. Saying I'm a chronic procrastinator is no longer funny or a "joke" of any kind. I've taken it too far and it's becoming a ridiculous obstacle that shouldn't exist anymore. Most people procrastinate. Very few are able to get to my level. The grand majority of the population can't afford to be like me and I can't afford to stay like this myself. The whole situation with my first entry has been cleared up. I'm not sure if I should post what happened, but it basically turns out I was most likely legitimately wrong and my undeniable feelings of certainty were just feelings from one of my soulbonds bleeding over to me for some reason. Based on everything that played out, I wish there was a way to legitimately explore the lives I experienced as my fictotypes. It's possible that I'm still a canon divergent Aoi Zaizen, though to what extent that is remains unknown. The only reason I even suspect canon divergence is I no longer trust the writers of this franchise after what happened in the Arc-V anime. My other reason for suspecting it is related to my soulbond's feelings. Unfortunately, without enough memories to support my suspicions, all I can do is make educated guesses, not obtain confirmation that gives my words weight.
  2. Lerena

    I Have Some Questions

    I'm starting to wonder if I'm canon divergent with Aoi Zaizen too, because after the new episode of VRAINS, I'm now thinking about the possibility of being exposed to alternate versions of these canons in a past life. This possibly means I'm canon divergent for Shion Kiba as well, but not much happened with me to point to that being the case. The concept of exposure to alternate timelines of canons alone probably sounds ridiculous. It's not something I can properly confirm for sure. I am considering the possibility that I have issues and the problem is I wanted something to be true so much I've somehow convinced myself that it must be. On the other hand, it's also possible that I'll drop the gut feeling later. I can't be sure considering there are several cases of me not being over shit even after everyone else has moved on. We'll have to see. The main reason I am even bringing up the "alternate canon timelines" theory is I have a self-insert that I believe is also a past life I've experienced. Her self-insert status is because I'm basically still her in my present life, just without all the magical powers and the more obvious differences (different appearance, different parents, different legal information, etc). I don't know how much of this theory I can truly believe, but my one fictionkin memory was in the animation style of Sailor Stars and I was like 10 or 11 at the time I got the memory. Sailor Stars wasn't originally dubbed and I had never watched it or heard of it at the age of having it. There was a lot of information there that I had no way of having unless I had been exposed to it at one point - like, for example, in a past life. This memory is really the only thing that points to any amount of credibility for the theory I've formed. If I have a past life as a self-insert, my current life must have an eerie amount of similarities and I'm now wondering how far those similarities extend. Obviously, with the official canon facts differing from what I feel is true, there is something to look into there. It's not good to buy into everything I'm this certain is true, but for now, there's nothing I can do about it. I'll have to give myself some time to become distanced from the information provided by the new episode and allow some adjustment to the truth. At some point, I will be able to close the issue or confirm my canon divergence.
  3. I know there's a drop-down menu to select your primary identity, but I'm a soulbonder and I'm not able to list that anywhere. There's an option to select "plural system" and I can't pick it. Like the Kin types, fictotypes, and kithtypes, can there be another field for manually listing and typing out your other identity types? I also want to list that I'm questioning an identity type. Also, Kithtypes. That field seems to be for other-hearted and animal-hearted identities. This doesn't seem to include fictional characters that people are hearted with and I'm self-conscious about that. Can there be another field for synpaths?
  4. I'm listening to the opening of Darling in the Franxx, "Kiss of Death," because I somehow haven't gotten sick of it yet. I do listen to other things as well, but I think this is the longest I've gone without getting sick of a song from listening to it on repeat for an obnoxiously long amount of time. I still haven't even watched the actual series.
  5. I'm not informed on what airs on television. I assume most anime does even if certain series only air in Japan. I recently finished an anime called Flip Flappers. It made me feel weird and I'm not really sure I have an explanation for why that was. I've been watching the on-going anime Yu-Gi-Oh VRAINS and Cardfight Vanguard V. Both series are pretty good. I just have one major complaint about VRAINS, but it's the same complaint for all the Yu-Gi-Oh series in the franchise, to be honest. I hope VRAINS can save me from my jaded mindset regarding the franchise. I recently finished High School DxD Hero as well. The DxD series can be pretty ridiculous at times, but for me, that's part of its appeal. The main character gets amazing character development. So far, I need to figure out some other things to watch. That shouldn't be very hard. I should probably add things to my already lengthy to-watch list.
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