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Silverwing

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About Silverwing

Personal Information

  • Gender Identity
    Transgender (F→M)
  • Gender Expression
    Masculinity (weak)
  • Preferred Pronouns
    He, Him, His
  • Sexuality
    Homosexual
  • Antisexuality
    No
  • Interests
    Astronomy, Space Travel, Science Fiction, Synthetics, Criminology
  • Hobbies
    Woodworking, visual art, writing
  • Favorite Books & Authors
    Dean Koontz, Michael Crichton, James Rollins, Tom Clancy,
  • Favorite Movies & TV Shows
    Trigun, Fringe, MARVEL's Agents of Shield, What the Bleep Do We Know?, Trinity Blood, Star Wars: Rebels, Parasyte -the maxim-, .//hack SIGN, HTTYD Television Series, Transformers television series (various)
  • Favorite Games & Video Games
    Mass Effect: Andromeda, Mass Effect series, Dragon Age series, Undertale, Thief series, Metal Gear Solid series, Splinter Cell series, Kingdom of Amalur: Reckoning, .//hack G.U. series, Ecco the Dolphin, The Longest Journey, Telltale's Tales from the Borderlands
  • Religion
    Agnostic

Other-than-human identity

  • I am...
    an otherkin
  • Aliases
    Vajra, Nemael, Lacera, Nogitsu, Araaska, Dragonhawk, Nihlus

Otherkin identity

  • Primary Identity
    Alien

Otherkin shifting experiences

  • Mental shifting
    My kintype integrated to my base personality
  • Dream shifting
    I experience it nearly every night
    I get lucid dreams as my kintype

Vampire identity

  • Vampirism
    Not a vampire

Contact Information

  • DeviantART
    Araaska
  • Discord Tag
    Proto#6157
  • Skype
    eyrius

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  1. Been giving this a go:
  2. Unsurprisingly, it would have to be these three songs for me, with the first being foremost:
  3. I was raised in Texas, born in a city whose name I cannot remember and moved to San Antonio at two. Currently living in a city next to Fayetteville, Arkansas after having moved from there.
  4. Hi Silverwing, I was wondering if you were still interested in talking with me. Hope you're having a good week.
  5. I just realized you mentioned this happening 'again' in your first post in the thread. This has occurred before on Kinmunity?
  6. I considered posting a reply on that thread that basically went against the grain of the thread. I have gone through some of the ####tiest things a person can as well as my parents, yet I do not loathe humanity to the capacity a lot of the users posting seem to. In fact, I love us as a species; faults and all. Sure we do a lot of horrible things, but we also do some wonderful, beautiful things that I think this world would be so hollow without. That said, I am with you on trying to decide whether or not to leave the forum. The thread itself appears to have gotten almost out of hand and I was genuinely surprised by the number of advocates for various ideas strewn throughout. Let alone by the users who actually wound up posting them, for the reasons you stated in your above entry. Granted it is in Defending Your Territory and we can opt out of it if we so choose, but for it to have gone down that road in the first place is just... well, quite frankly, disturbing. Perhaps we are overreacting or taking it out of context, but the further the comment section grows, the more I begin to rescind that thought. If you do wind up leaving, I most certainly hope you find a forum that is as wonderful as this one is (for the most part?) and maybe give those of us who are inclined to agree a link to it or its name. It has become a great struggle finding communities out there that are as large or well thought as this one; it is also the primary reason I stay and read what is being said. I enjoy the conversations here, but not to the degree it is steadily working towards. On the other hand, it is one thread and there have not been others like it. However, what you said also holds very true about feeling as though you support these thoughts of staff (and otherwise) by continuing to remain, which I am inclined to agree with. All in all I am with you on being torn about leaving or not. There are many reasons for it just as there are against it. I can see why it is an incredibly hard decision, though you have the addition of having made friends on here while I have not responded or posted nearly enough to have made such ties, sadly. So perhaps that makes it a little easier for me than it does for you, eh.
  7. I will be honest in that I go through similar instances of self-doubt and anxiety, stressing over whether what I think is true for myself actually is. I do not experience shifts or phantom limbs for the most part, though there are sporadic sprinklings of when I think what I am going through just may be what others seem to be describing. In a way I am on a similar boat, though I am lucky in that my self doubt does not become so overwhelming that I consider the possibility I have been lying to myself this entire time. Like you I have been going through this for nearly half of my lifetime as well, but I am fortunate in that I feel comfortable enough to keep the doubts mostly at bay even when reading about others experiences. Which, I must admit, are almost completely different from my own. What do I truly share with these people, aside from a non-human spiritual identity? There certainly does not appear to be much, if anything, for the most part, aside from the belief system I appear to have that is similar to Cipher's. I will also say that I agree with you in regards to what is seen as taboo throughout the community; I feel the same way about it. Maybe they do not admit it since it is seen that way or perhaps they truly do think saying such things means you are faking. But hey, just because our experiences and thoughts on it are differing does not mean we are somehow in the wrong. We just see it as being more central to who we are and perhaps even connect to it more than who (or what) we happened to be born as. Nothing terrible about that. For all intents and purposes, it is something special... but not in the way most people seem to assume, especially those who think we only say or feel that way in order to make us seem different or superior to those who are not. I apologize if I am rambling or make little sense; illness and terrible sleep tend to lend to it. That said, I would say keep swatting those doubts away and know that there are those who do support you on this website; even silently. Hell, I most certainly do and I feel I made an error in staying quiet for so long. I'm nervous about even posting this on your blog since I do not know what you will think about this response or if you may consider I am just saying it to make you 'feel better'; doubly so with my lack of truly responding to anything on the forums. That said, I sincerely doubt (I do not wish to say 'know' as that implies far too much) anyone who was not 'kin or any denomination thereof would be willing to put themselves through so much just to keep proving (to themselves or others) that they are what they say/think. I know for a fact I would not fight so strongly for something which caused such severe anxiety with little rhyme or reason, to which this can at times, if I felt deep down that it was a lie. I know both my body and my mind far better than that and I would only fight for something I truly believed in; regardless of the harms way it may put me in. While what I am about to write is for a different identity, I struggled and fought tooth and nail when I lived in Texas just to be seen as a human being because I was transgender. Although my otherkin identity is far less public and I do go through those phases of self doubt... I would do the exact same thing for it; whether it was on a forum or with the people around me.
  8. I finally feel... home.
  9. implemented

    I open every new area that has been posted in to see if there is something with a title that catches my interest, close out the tabs and then mark everything as read once I am done. Easy and efficient, even if there are some threads I normally look at which has nothing for me at the time or vice versa. As for it being possible, I am on another forum that utilizes such a function; however, I do not know how they coded it in.
  10. faq

    This looks like it may be a great deal of fun, hence why I have joined the forum, haha. Is the magic forest limited to entities of such variety or may those who are magically based, specifically spirits in this case, be allowed in the more expansive areas for a starting point instead? I am just trying to understand if there is any limitation in that regard or if people can be wherever the hell they would like to without rhyme or reason (so to speak).
  11. True Neutral.
  12. In my dreams it is always due to the usage of wings, which feel like my real life 'arms'; even though I can clearly see they are both separate when looking down at passing shadows or reflective surfaces. However, it is exceedingly rare that I am unable to get into the air, where you just kind of run forward and jump and then float back down (or fall flat on your face). Most of the time I get up on the second or third try, though the few times I do not my dreams turn it into a plot point. Regardless of which it may be, they are always wonderful as every last one of my dreams are lucid. Unfortunately that appears to have no effect on whether I get into the air or not, no matter how much I may will it which I find rather upsetting. It is rather handy for nightmares or ones that are borderline, though.
  13. Confused, but hopeful