alterhuman

This was inspired by @sidereum angelus and will be another WIP Wolf memory: my first hunt. I was a juvie, still learning my place in the formation. My father led us in a charge at a small group of deer, and we singled out an old buck with a lame leg. Mom took me and a few other juvies to run...

Hola, Ravenna here! Feeling better by the way. Just needed some time to chill. ON WITH THE BLOG! So I have two main kintypes (may later have more, who knows) but there are very specific things I do when I shift into either. I was inspired by today's cambionkin shift to do this post. Wolfkin: I...

It was a slow day, and that gave me an excuse to work on an unexpected personal piece- something a lot more standard: a sketch ref for the zhu in the mirror! I suppose it's about time, as I've been drawing her a lot (drawing me a lot technically speaking). It started out as a sketch to prepare...

This blog entry originally was to document a notable experience that happened to me on June 5th 2019. Back then, I wrote the following: "The title implies a new kind of shift, but I guess you could classify it under the "mental shift" umbrella. Only that in this case it's quite specific...

made this ramble for a discord, safekeeping it here. Feel free to react and inject your thoughts. So i'm gonna type up a little paragraph thing to explain my introspection so far, feel free to inject your own thoughts and experiences along. As a note, i am not completely comfortable with the...

A designated spot for memories related to Leland. (Angel)

Several years ago, when my awakening as a spirit entity had just begun, I had a headmate - my first - who I called Dragon. I don't know what his real name was, if he had one at all. The name I gave him was particularly unimaginative, because he did take the form of a dragon. He was, among other...

A designated spot for memories related to Kaii. (Kitsune)

Just reading over my past blog entries about my elf kintype and thinking about some stuff. I do definitely want to start an elf journal for memories and dreams and feels and stuff related to my elf kintype. I really want to find out more about my elf life, it feels very important to me, plus can...

Repost of my blog posts talking about my possible elf kintype and how I discovered it! #1 For about as long as I can remember, I've had a deep connection with nature/trees/wildlife. I remember sitting under the trees in my backyard as a kid and talking to them (I was lonely ok) and being sad...

It took time for me to mentally go through this particular image. A rather heavy emotion...not in the way that 'Portal' https://www.deviantart.com/thebridgebeyond/art/Portal-833615032 turned out, but this one was much more somber. Nearly distressing until I had to put it at ease. Thinking back...

I’ve been feeling disconnected from the otherkin community as time passes, not the alter human community, just that particular subcategory. I feel that I am more “not human” than human, which is something that seems gone from the general otherkin community. I feel that we lost the connection...

I went AWOL for a few weeks, I know. My computer privileges got restricted again, mostly because my sister did something dumb with hers so parents locked us all down for a while. I won't be as active as I was a few weeks ago, but I will log on and post from time to time. School's starting soon...

Sometimes I wonder how much of my draconity is instinct, and how much is influenced by my vision of dragon in media. My draconity takes core in something exterior to those media, and i have always been a dragon, and always will be, even if i had no idea what a dragon is. I would have simply...

As a bird, I tend to get nesting and brooding urges around early summer or mid summer. From what I understand of it, my shifts have a tendency to be linked to the temperature. I always understand myself as an avian creature, but the behavior tends to pop up more often in high temp environnement...

I don't doubt that, psychologically, the black drake, form that I use in daydream, is something that is mostly imagination. However, I can't seem to shake off the feeling that although it is imagination, a lot about it is something that I shouldn't shove aside. This phenomenon of my mind is...

So, from backlash I have recieved on another platform on using modern dragon to label my experiences, I seem to have misunderstood the modern myth label. My identity as a dragon is an identity, I believe myself to be draconic. However, the label of dragonkin has never completely fit, mainly...

Back again with a little more. So in the previous blog entry, I mentioned the black drake being a paraself, an alter ego used in daydreams. Something I suspected about it for a while now is that this creature is a chimera made of my experience as a human, and a nonhuman. This is probably why...

Little break, but back again into writting! I've been researching the possible cause of my black drake identity recently, which I talked about a bit in the "shapeshifter" blog. It's an identity that feels almost separate from me, to the point where I even considered the possibility of it being a...

When I was in middle school, I started being this creature that I now call the black drake. It was rather sudden, and I still half believe most of it is due to it being a sort of coping mechanism born out of isolation. But I'm also not very well versed in how spiritual nonhumanity could...