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Back on my bullbull Hey out there. Back again for my bi-yearly check in/diary entry haha. I've been working my crappy little job and not addressing some major parts of me, like my otherkin aspects and the increasing threat of depression and anxiety (this level of anxiety being kind of a new thing to me). For some reason over Halloween I've just caught a real spiritual mood. I realize I've been neglecting myself, subconsciously trying too hard to assimilate and be deemed at least somewhat normal in adult human society. Still have no idea what I want as a career, of course.... I still feel like I'm far too aimless, like maybe I should take up some form of magickal craft to express my spirituality regularly? And I'm still bummed at the fact I haven't met lasting otherkin friends that I can be completely open and genuine with. But I think I've grown a lot as a person in this year. Gotten to know some different parts of me, and discovered how my kintype affects my sexuality, which has been especially fun. Though I know a lot of otherkin don't acknowledge this? If they do I don't see much of it at all. For a while I was really into out of body experiences, read about them, tried to do it myself, but I don't know, I got no success so I basically gave up? Not sure if I should try again, or if it would even be worth it. Depression makes it hard to commit to things, sadly.... I don't want to be a sad sack of crap any more!! I want to fearlessly be my really weird self, go out and succeed, and also find people who love and respect me for it if that's at all possible? Idk, if you can relate to this stuff let me know in a comment or PM if you want. I really hope I can find a niche here and actually express myself regularly, to stop neglecting and hiding and pretending stuff doesn't exist. I want to be able to reach out and attract good healthy friends, and enjoy life in general. If you have experience in witchcraft and have suggestions for simple rituals I can do, let me know. I think druidry is pretty interesting but I have no clue where to start in ritual magic.