So, I’ve done a little bit of research like some people suggested to me. I’ve narrowed it down to demon, to succubus, and more specifically a fallen angel succubus. I’ve always felt an attraction and interest for these creatures, but it started really simple. Like when I was maybe 10 or 11, I would play these anime video games that had some succubus characters. I fell in love with them and leveled them up first, put them as my icon and everything. Then later it started being succubus quizzes and reading about them. The latest thing is that I like to cosplay as them. Not just for the fun of it, but the feeling. Dressing up sexy, wearing horns on my head, and especially putting in fake fangs. I feel like fangs could possibly be a phantom limb MAYBE. When I would see videos of cosplay and tiktoks as such, when I saw them wearing fangs I would instantly feel good. I would lick my teeth just to have a feeling they at least might be there. And succubus are supposed to be sex demons really. I feel like I always crave for it and sometimes manipulate people for it. If I had a crush on someone, I would instantly think of us having sex. It felt so good to think about, and it still does. But I also feel I could be a male succubus. The next thing I share about maybe being a male succubus might make some viewers uncomfortable. You have been warned. I always sometimes have a strong craving to be a boy. I don’t think I have gender dysphoria, but I just get that feeling. I sometimes feel like I have a penis, and it really just feels right to me. Overall, I think I could POSSIBLY be this. I’ve always had an obsession over these creatures anyway. If you have any feedback I would love to hear it! Have a nice day everyone!
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