Daily Thought

Charias

Wandering Wolf
The second I get angry I suddenly get this strong subconscious urge to bite things. Usually whatever's in front of my face. I just stopped and realised I had the strong urge to bite my phone into shards. This is not an okay way to deal with anger. :/
 
A year later and I've found my cat that ran away! Well, almost. Rather, it was a sighting. But it's definitely him, no other cat I've seen has those exact markings and fur type. I can't explain how exciting this is! Never give up!
 
Got home from work yesterday, checked my FB, and what do I find? A friend request from the bagpiper I've been trying very hard *not* to stalk. It's his own damned fault now! XD
 
The second I get angry I suddenly get this strong subconscious urge to bite things. Usually whatever's in front of my face. I just stopped and realised I had the strong urge to bite my phone into shards. This is not an okay way to deal with anger. :/
If you need to bite things, it might be worth investing in some of that chewy jewelry. They make accessories out of food-grade silicone specifically for chewing on, so that should take some angry biting pretty well without harming your teeth. Here's a link to one website where I've seen them. I specifically linked to the "aggressive chewing" section because we're talking about angry biting, but they do have other styles. They've certainly added some more attractive styles since I was last on the page. ^_^
 

Vintage

Active Member
I'm quite lucky with money. In fact, I'm not sure if 'lucky' is an adequate word now. perhaps 'favor'. But anyway, even when I was little I always used to find money unattended. I remember there being a storm outside and I was standing out of it under a building rooftop when a random five dollar bill blows from the wind and got stuck under my foot. A year ago I went to a casino on a free ten dollar voucher and won over two hundred dollars.....on a free voucher. It was like I got paid to be there. Recently I found thirteen dollars just on the ground (I looked for the owner but no avail), and just today in the rain a ten dollar bill was just on the curb- not a person in sight. Clearly I should play more lotto. I don't know why I don't.
 

Charias

Wandering Wolf
Is it just me, or does KM seem so quiet lately? I still to stop by every day or two, but I can hardly ever find anything to say. Seems like it's died down a lot since the last platform move. Maybe it's because some of the features are still missing... I miss the Library and my blog. :c For that matter, has anyone heard from Naia recently? I haven't seen them around in a while.
 

Charias

Wandering Wolf
Sometimes I feel so divided because I have strong opinions and I like discussing them - I'm not hugely averse to conflict or disagreement like a lot of people are - but at the same time it seems like in general people are more likely to take a differing opinion as a personal attack than a chance to learn or discuss. Why are people like that? Like, I'm insecure and anxious but I still know that it's okay for people to think differently than I do. Why do people have to leap to some intense emotional reaction instead of just taking things for what they are?

Even worse that the people who lean towards those reactions always seem like the ones that are the least knowledgable... and so, the most likely to benefit from actually sitting down and listening to an opposing viewpoint. Perspective is important, after all.
 
I've realized that desolation is a recurring common theme with me. Kerguelen islands, the Desolation islands. Cormorants apparently are also a symbol of desolation, at least in the Bible. And then there's Lilith, a figure I've found very fascinating and kind of relatable on a level..."Maid of Desolation"
I do like some desolation.
 

Shezep

Holy Birb
VIP
It took me this long to realize that the reason why some of the icons on the main page are a darker or lighter color, or a different texture is because they're all transparent and just showing bits of the background picture.
 
It took me this long to realize that the reason why some of the icons on the main page are a darker or lighter color, or a different texture is because they're all transparent and just showing bits of the background picture.
Oh my fick they are, mine shows that mountain background through it and I never noticed.
 
I tried to be a cis girl and that just didn't work at all.
I'm a trans man. I will always be a trans man. Dysphoria can be buried under denial but it sure does find a way out after a while.