Lately my demon has been slowly subsiding in strength and sliding into the background. As this process has been going on I've noticed a few... ok a lot of differences going on. Just to list a few: My thought patterns aren't as chaotic or indecisive. I am able to communicate better in general. I am able to properly "listen" now and process conversations. My understanding of things is a lot... "smoother"? I'm picking up on body language properly. Pain seems to be perceived differently. I come off a lot less hostile. Lot less controlling and paranoid. ... I could keep going but... looking back on these traits. I'm starting to bloody hate my demonic side. Like I want nothing to do with it ever again. As far as I can tell for me personally it is just causing problems. My relationship has even stabled out now! I feel like my kintype was shooting me in the foot... Just thought I'd post this up.