I'm Charias. Most likely you've seen me posting around the forums, but if not... well, hello! I'm an 18 year old non-binary blob of identity confusion (oh, yes, and I'm also a wolf). I identify as an ancient incorporeal polymorphic demonic energy being with strong ties to nature, and a particular affinity for natural disasters and the cycle of life and death. Still trying (and so far failing) to find a better way to describe myself. I awakened two/three years ago, and tend to refer to it as my 'second awakening' because it happened separately from my awakening as a wolf therian. Since then, I've felt confused, delusional, insane, scared and lonely, and haven't actually came much closer to understanding what I really am despite my best efforts... but I guess that's all part of being otherkin, right? I'm here because, despite hours of researching, I'm still not entirely sure what it means to be demonkin, or, if I'm honest, what a demon even is. I'm completely open to the fact that I might be labelling myself wrong here (it wouldn't be the first time); I'm just here to learn, and to try to understand. And if I can help others do the same, all the better! I could probably write an entire essay about my kintype and my experiences with it and still not have covered everything, but I'll just leave it at that for now. I welcome any questions though (hell, maybe some interrogation would help me figure it out). Not linking to my original intro thread because I mostly wrote about my theriotype on there. I was too nervous to go into any of this stuff, so I doubt there's anything relevant to it on there.