You've probably seen me around in chat or elsewhere. I go by Laufey here and have been in the otherkin community since later 2015. However, I have been dealing with a multitude of things since my inital awakening in 1992. See, I used to not be alone in my body. There was another voice who I later discovered went by the name of Lilith. I believe that she was born here with me, although I have yet to figure out why. I first remember hearing her when I was 6ish but she became more prevalent as I got older. I never used to know how to "hold my mental space" as it were, so when Lilith fronted I thought it was all good. Except it wasn't because Lilith wanted the body for herself and began to try and lock me away. This back and forth happened for years until around 2003 when I overtook her so forcefully that I locked her away. Later on, I ended up destroying her for good. In 2004 was when I met my once close close friend, Reina, who helped open my eyes to the complex astral situation around me. It was also when I met Lazarus. I remember this moment clearly, I saw him standing on top of a building at my high school. His blonde hair had streaks of vibrant red in it and he was dressed like he had been travelling for a long time. Our eyes met and he smiled at me; I was hit with a sudden "I KNOW you" feel that was so strong that I could do nothing else but stare at him. We talked for hours that night and I made the decision to let him in. I too remember that night. I have been with Laufey before this life she is in currently and I have no plans of leaving. During those turbulent times I fronted for days on end while Laufey was away across the Veil...well, that's her story to tell if she wishes. I was not sure about this group because I am not a thoughtform; I am my own person. I have my own duties to attend which is why I am not always present. However, my loyalty and honor will forever lie with Her. Please forgive my formality; it is a hard habit to break. Lazarus   Anyway, thats us, in a nutshell.