ZohGaEri
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- Feminine
Hi, I’m Eri, I’m 18 and I’m a trans demigirl.
I’ve been having thoughts. Thoughts about satyrs and rams, and werepups and cats, and mostly, I’ve been having thoughts about myself. About how good it feels to put myself in those scenarios. Thoughts I hadn’t had since I was much younger.
I remember having these exact same thoughts when I was 13 or so, even the occasional phantom limbs. It’s all coming back now and I don’t know why. I’m confused and kinda scared. That’s why I wanna start my own little journal to have a record of my experiences. And that’s why I’m writing this.
I’ve always had more of an animalistic approach toward showing affection (licking, nuzzling, nibbling, even purring… it just feels good and intimate), and sometimes I even feel my coccyx tingling, as if something was there, and it’s such an alien but pleasant sensation… I really don’t know what to think or do. For what I can tell, all these years I’ve been brushing it off as just some quirky furry thing I do, but I’m not so sure anymore.
I need help from people who already went through this. I wanna know if I’m otherkin (or something else?) and, if I am, what is (are) my kintype(s) and what can I do to feel better about it.
And if in the end I’m not, at least I hope to make some friends to learn from.
I’ve been having thoughts. Thoughts about satyrs and rams, and werepups and cats, and mostly, I’ve been having thoughts about myself. About how good it feels to put myself in those scenarios. Thoughts I hadn’t had since I was much younger.
I remember having these exact same thoughts when I was 13 or so, even the occasional phantom limbs. It’s all coming back now and I don’t know why. I’m confused and kinda scared. That’s why I wanna start my own little journal to have a record of my experiences. And that’s why I’m writing this.
I’ve always had more of an animalistic approach toward showing affection (licking, nuzzling, nibbling, even purring… it just feels good and intimate), and sometimes I even feel my coccyx tingling, as if something was there, and it’s such an alien but pleasant sensation… I really don’t know what to think or do. For what I can tell, all these years I’ve been brushing it off as just some quirky furry thing I do, but I’m not so sure anymore.
I need help from people who already went through this. I wanna know if I’m otherkin (or something else?) and, if I am, what is (are) my kintype(s) and what can I do to feel better about it.
And if in the end I’m not, at least I hope to make some friends to learn from.