I don't need complicated kin questions right now; there's plenty of other trouble in my life. But after that bout of TAF a little while ago, I find myself still yearning not only to return to a non-human life, but also to figure out what I am/was. As I posted yesterday, I have some new ideas about the "descendant theory" but I still can't seem to find a clear answer about any of it. I think Pan still wants me to leave him alone, but I can't really tell that for sure either. I'll probably check in on that on Monday. It's hard not to think about him while I'm thinking about the theory that I might have been his descendant, though. Meanwhile, in my human life, my terrible budgeting has forced me to ask my parents for help, so now I feel like an idiot AND an asshole. Work is going poorly too, as my coworkers are dicks. So fun stuff all around. At least things are going ok with my boyfriend.