This may sound stupid, or not a real fear that i have, because i find myself here.............
the fear of social media, i do have some social anxieties in public but they're not as bad as when im on the net, it got so bad the anxiety, i had to go a decade and a half being antisocial/lurk/ghost on the net, or just not use it at all, twitter, Facebook, twitch, discord, amino, telegram, Instagram, etc, etc, even the YouTube comments section i didn't bother to be on or use at all,
Right now, im feeling okay....but later on my imaginations of would take hold of me, thinking that people are out to get me, because of one comment that i said to them or out on a post, and other things that keep me from sleeping,
i think I've seen too many people get burned at the social media stake for many things ( Cancel/woke culture, Social justice warriors, keyboard warriors, trolls, etc, etc, )
sometimes i question myself why do i do this to myself.......but then i looked back to my past, it was no different when the internet was just an idea or was in the days of Dial up,
Social Anxiety is has always been my fear either that of the unknown or the well known ( high Awareness about things that happen behind closed doors, the background or private DM chats, gossip, rumors, etc, )
Its a ongoing fear that im going to have to deal with, just hope i don't delete this account and have to be antisocial again, sigh, living a hermit's lifestyle is a hard habit to break just as bad as smoking
the fear of social media, i do have some social anxieties in public but they're not as bad as when im on the net, it got so bad the anxiety, i had to go a decade and a half being antisocial/lurk/ghost on the net, or just not use it at all, twitter, Facebook, twitch, discord, amino, telegram, Instagram, etc, etc, even the YouTube comments section i didn't bother to be on or use at all,
Right now, im feeling okay....but later on my imaginations of would take hold of me, thinking that people are out to get me, because of one comment that i said to them or out on a post, and other things that keep me from sleeping,
i think I've seen too many people get burned at the social media stake for many things ( Cancel/woke culture, Social justice warriors, keyboard warriors, trolls, etc, etc, )
sometimes i question myself why do i do this to myself.......but then i looked back to my past, it was no different when the internet was just an idea or was in the days of Dial up,
Social Anxiety is has always been my fear either that of the unknown or the well known ( high Awareness about things that happen behind closed doors, the background or private DM chats, gossip, rumors, etc, )
Its a ongoing fear that im going to have to deal with, just hope i don't delete this account and have to be antisocial again, sigh, living a hermit's lifestyle is a hard habit to break just as bad as smoking