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Bird Banter

made this ramble for a discord, safekeeping it here. Feel free to react and inject your thoughts. So i'm gonna type up a little paragraph thing to explain my introspection so far, feel free to inject your own thoughts and experiences along. As a note, i am not completely comfortable with the...
With all the preparations for my new appartement for the year to come, I hadn't thought much about myself. Recently, since things have started to settle down, i've just been hit by a rather displeasing wave of... loneliness? I'd say? The word feels more grave than what I want, but at the same...
Sometimes I wonder how much of my draconity is instinct, and how much is influenced by my vision of dragon in media. My draconity takes core in something exterior to those media, and i have always been a dragon, and always will be, even if i had no idea what a dragon is. I would have simply...
As a bird, I tend to get nesting and brooding urges around early summer or mid summer. From what I understand of it, my shifts have a tendency to be linked to the temperature. I always understand myself as an avian creature, but the behavior tends to pop up more often in high temp environnement...
I don't doubt that, psychologically, the black drake, form that I use in daydream, is something that is mostly imagination. However, I can't seem to shake off the feeling that although it is imagination, a lot about it is something that I shouldn't shove aside. This phenomenon of my mind is...
So, from backlash I have recieved on another platform on using modern dragon to label my experiences, I seem to have misunderstood the modern myth label. My identity as a dragon is an identity, I believe myself to be draconic. However, the label of dragonkin has never completely fit, mainly...
Back again with a little more. So in the previous blog entry, I mentioned the black drake being a paraself, an alter ego used in daydreams. Something I suspected about it for a while now is that this creature is a chimera made of my experience as a human, and a nonhuman. This is probably why...
Little break, but back again into writting! I've been researching the possible cause of my black drake identity recently, which I talked about a bit in the "shapeshifter" blog. It's an identity that feels almost separate from me, to the point where I even considered the possibility of it being a...
When I was in middle school, I started being this creature that I now call the black drake. It was rather sudden, and I still half believe most of it is due to it being a sort of coping mechanism born out of isolation. But I'm also not very well versed in how spiritual nonhumanity could...
My eyes are always something that I have linked to my alterhumanity. It's a symbol I used for my nonhumanity, eyes with black sclera and reflective white pupils. My eyes being wrong as a human is one of the first things I experienced. I've always had that habit to forget to say hello when...
Woohoo, two in one day! Decided to make this other blog entry to adress something I don't often feel comfortable sharing, some beware this is a bit of a vent. Even in the community, I often feel alone, and outside the norm. It can swing both way, sometimes I feel like I'm too weird, too...
Most people who have been following my questioning probably saw me referencing the game "Monster Hunter" at one point or another. This game is full of very well made wyverns and other draconic creatures who follow plausible speculative biology, so I often use it to explain my own shifts. In...
Some bird feeling made their appearance this week, so decided to give them some time since they've been pretty neglected on this blog so far. I'm still getting zygodactylous feet, and these don't feel linked to my draconic theriotype. It's hard to describe, but to link it with a sort of...
I've down a whole google doc of my shifts a while ago, so thought I'd archive it here as well. Phantom Shifts I don't actually feel very vivid and clear phantom shifts naturally, I have to provoke them to get something I can get informations out of. The only exception as far as I am aware is...
Something I've talked a bit about on amino is my feelings on hexapodal and tetrapodal body plans. As a bird, I am a bipedal tetrapodal creature. My experiences as a nonhuman include not feeling too bad about the human bipedal stance. I've never been interested in quadrobics, and walking on all...
I am not a mother Mother is a word pronounced with lips Mother is meant to be grabbed and holds and keeps you warm Mother cradles you close for you to feed I am not a mother I do not carry My warmth is sun and fire My adoration is blood on my teeth for you Young, I am not your...
Had quite the headache today, and while I was recovering a bit in a dark room, ended up noticing something I had talked about before but could never quite place : why the flat face of a human bothered me so much. In the dark, without a mirror, and honestly kinda tired and confused because of...
I definitely associate myself with red. Although I do not believe I have an actual "past form", I like to represent myself as a reddish roadrunner or a red wyvern. As I've been researching past stuff I had written, and it seems very common for wyverns in there to be bright colors. It's a funny...
I often wonder if I'm a social creature or something more solitary. On one side, I don't mind being alone. But I also need social interaction. These two are just very human needs, and refer to my interaction with humans, so I first assumed I was something solitary, but that human nature made me...
I've been trying out to make names, because it's the easiest thing to learn for me. A dragon name in dovah is made from three words, like shouts, and are linked to a particular achievement or unique trait of said dragon. Some exemple can be Alduin, roughly traduced into destroyer devour master...

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