For this darkness I gave my light

So I came out to my psychiatrist about soulbonding cause I had two different therapists be accepting of it. It was a mistake. She was not accepting and told me it was BPD. No, bitch, I've been tested for BPD by an actual psychologist and I don't have it. She also refused to change my medication...

I posted this in the plural subreddit but only two people asked questions. I expected to get more than that . I've been waiting for SBing questions for 16 years now. I got the random idea to do a Q&A about soulbonding. Keep in mind that I am not an expert but I have been a soulbonder since...

Nate royally screwed up last night and cost me a forum member. I blame him for me being distressed, but someone else says I can't just say its his fault I'm depressed. But who else can I blame? Hes the one who messed up. Hes sorry and remorseful now, but its still his fault. Hes normally the...

I've been stressed lately and its effecting me physically, but the stress is starting to go away so hopefully things will get better. First I was stressed about calling Social Security about applying for SSI again., so I kept putting that off. Then the neighbor told mom that the landlord talked...

Its my birthday and I'm not doing anything. No cake cause I didn't get one and I'm trying to lose weight. I do have some wine left from me and Nates anniversary on the 11th. I only had one glass cause I don't drink much anymore. Right now its time to drink coffee and try to wake up, wine can...

I went through and saved all my old journal entries yesterday so I would have them. I had to do that when the old SBing forum shut down too. I just copy them into notepad and save them in a new folder. I had 102 entries to save. I'm not gonna repost them here, but I wanted them to be saved. I...

I'm not gonna bother to move all my old entries over. At least they're archived. Starting fresh might be fun. So lets start over with a new introduction. Hi I'm Addy I'm a catgirl and a soulbonder. My soulbonding plays a much bigger role in my life than my kin identity so I will talk about it a...