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I think my boyfriend is actually a reincarnation of Dracula (Vlad Dracula)

Alas my friends.. I have found love...i think maybe truely this time. I'll get more into our romance later, i know a lot of you probably do not wish to hear of it. But, writing it out sure does help me. Anyway, yes the title...lets get into that, shall we?

So, my beloved, he is a very loving man, so kind, thoughtful, takes care of, makes me feel things i have never felt before...but, i've noticed some things of him that feel firmiliar. For one thing, his look. It's so dark and mysterious...but his eyes...they're the most enchanting thing. Bright, blue, they speak a thousand words to me just by blinking. Its almost like i'm looking into eternity when i look into his eyes. It's almost like he's casting a spell on me with each stare...Then, we have his voice...by the gods his voice..it's so soothing and soft. It makes me want to sleep...just hearing him tell me I'm beautiful puts me in a trance..i feel warm and so taken by him. So safe...

Next, his smell. His smell, well...it smells like an autum breeze...its so cold yet so warm...if i make sense? He smells....enchanting. Like, as i am in his pressence i feel held even when he is not touching me. Its like he has an aura about him thats so close...even when he is far...

Now, he is aware of what i am. He listens to it well and hasn't called me crazy. He thinks it's facinating...actually..one time as we spoke he said to me

"You know, i think about you being an elf a lot."

"How do you mean, my love?" I asked him. Then..

"I mean, just how open you are with it...it's inspiring." I smiled at him once he finished. But i could see in those beautiful dazed eyes....i could see something..someone...He is someone else. He is him but he is another. He is...Vlad Dracula. How could I have ignored this? I knew he was and i know he is.

Now this is going to be a little nsfw, so skip this part if need or go hide somewhere. But, he has a facination with blood. I mean...by gods its...insane. I of course am ok with this. But I'm not kidding when I say, he drinks it. He drinks from me. Its not just a sexual thing for him either. Its like a spiritual clensing. Like, he's been waiting to do this for centuries. Like, this is what he is made for. It makes me so happy to see that he is happy...and i must say i do love it. He complements me on my blood...that its soft and so rich...he said he's never felt this way for a lover before...

Another thing, he is, like i guess most men are attached to me on a sexual level...but more than anything he loves the way my neck looks. He said its so delecate and beautiful. He says its one of the most beauitful things about me. I've never gotten this from a lover before...useally it is straight to my tits...but him, no...my neck.

He will most of the time refer to him as a nosferatu...wich for those who don't know, is the original name for a vampire. He often relates himself to them and from what I have read on nosferatus is...he is just like one. He is one, i should say. He hates his birth name so much. Like, a passion hate for it. When we are a lone he wants me to call him dracula, refer to him as "the count"..which i am 100% fine with, i can't say that enough, fear not. The way he speaks and is romantic to me reminds me of the way Dracula was in Bram Strokers novel. He told me i had saved his undying heart, he wanted immortal life to live with me forever....Even the way he looks and I'm not kidding when I say, the way he looks is exsactly how Vlad Dracula is decribed. Long, black hair, enchanting eyes, a sharped beard, soften voice, charming smell and the way he talks is so charismatic...

I am almost 100% sure he is a vampire or the reincarnation of Vlad himself. He even, I'm not kidding..walks around outside in pitch black darkness like its nothing. He has talked about getting real fangs, claws, even getting his ears pinched...I am all for it....

As i have read some things about vampire kins and reincarnation kins and such..I've seen sometimes that they can relive memories that were from years or lives ago. Maybe if he really is Vlad, maybe he can somehow reach back into those memories...see what he was...I believe strongly in reincarnation and I mean, vampires are real. Otherkin is a product of that being true. I have talked with him before about maybe being otherkin...he said he open to exploring it more and has said he has never been comfortable with a human title. He has always seen himself as a monster. A beautiful vampire...my beautiful vampire...

I want to see if maybe he can see into his past. See the time before he became into a human body. I know his real instincts are in play. I can just see it in his eyes. Some of him is locked away and he has been telling me he wants to realse them in shifts. Which he does. We shift together and its wonderful. I feel so comfortable around him doing it. But...i want him to try and get in touch with himself. If he really is Dracula...."

I haven't told him this idea because I do not want to offend him. He is I think at this point sure he is otherkin. I am very sure he is otherkin. I've seen him shift, i see him coming out of himself more, I know for a fact he is. I'm not explaining it well in this entry, so you'll have to take my word for it.

But, my question to you all is. Should I suggest it? Should I show him more of vampire-kin things? Should I encourage him to move forward in exploring his vampiric instincts...? Should I try to engage with his past self to see if he was once Dracula..?


OH! I forgot, once i was reading a part in Dracula to him, and the way he looked....he looked like this all sounded firmiliar...like he was sensing it and he knew everything that was going to happen next. We were once talking about the real Dracula and he knew some much. Some much that I coudn't even find digging into reserch about him. When talks of death come out, he sounds like he knows it so well. Like death is firmiliar, like its home...I know I am not making much sense, but i swear by the gods to you all he has lived past this life. If not by Dracula then by another vampire. I know he has. But now...do i pressue it with him or leave it be...


sorry for the errors, as always... -Fahteyah

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One thing you might want to try is a tarot reading. Ask the cards if he is what you think he is (this would be a single-card draw. If the card faces normally, that's a yes, but if it draws with the picture upside down, that's a no. Please vet me on this, @Winter'sTouch ). Then just bring it up when both of you are in a good mood. That's my advice but I would not trust me 100%
 
One thing you might want to try is a tarot reading. Ask the cards if he is what you think he is (this would be a single-card draw. If the card faces normally, that's a yes, but if it draws with the picture upside down, that's a no. Please vet me on this, @Winter'sTouch ). Then just bring it up when both of you are in a good mood. That's my advice but I would not trust me 100%
you know, i was thinking of that too. He is into tarot readings so i might ask him. I myself am trying to get into it. I just don't want to offend him..
 
This may offend him, but another way you could check is showing him a cross while he is shifted. It may seem a bit extreme, but if you ask him before hand if you can show him something, It may not wreck your relationship.
 
This may offend him, but another way you could check is showing him a cross while he is shifted. It may seem a bit extreme, but if you ask him before hand if you can show him something, It may not wreck your relationship.
that i don't know about....he becomes super uneasy just speaking about christanity...he never wears crosses either. Like, at all. I dont wear my cross earrings around because he has said they make him nervous...but idk maybe ill ask him...but im also scared of that
 
that i don't know about....he becomes super uneasy just speaking about christanity...he never wears crosses either. Like, at all. I dont wear my cross earrings around because he has said they make him nervous...but idk maybe ill ask him...but im also scared of that
That may prove what I was wondering about in and of itself, but try showing him an ankh. The Ancient Egyptians used it as a sacred symbol of life, and the cross, which came later, has a strange resemblance to it. If he ha an adverse reaction to a symbol of life itself, that will seal the deal.
 
That may prove what I was wondering about in and of itself, but try showing him an ankh. The Ancient Egyptians used it as a sacred symbol of life, and the cross, which came later, has a strange resemblance to it. If he ha an adverse reaction to a symbol of life itself, that will seal the deal.
I am actually kemetic, i don't own an ankh but have talked to him about it and he didn't seem uneasy by it. I've mentioned i want a tattoo of it....but then again he wasn't in a shift when i said this. And he also owns some earrings that are like "vampire ankh." Which, gonna be honest, idk how i feel about that. But thats a story for a different time.
 
I tried a pendulum consultation (I have a pendulum and it has not failed me yet) and my exact question was "Is Fahteyah's lover a vampire?" and the pendulum gave me a yes. I could ask something more specific if you'd like me to
 

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