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I've been stressed lately and its effecting me physically, but the stress is starting to go away so hopefully things will get better. First I was stressed about calling Social Security about applying for SSI again., so I kept putting that off. Then the neighbor told mom that the landlord talked to her at work and said he sold our trailer and their house. So I was paranoid we were getting kicked out. We're not getting kicked out, we just got a new landlord. He came over the other day to introduce himself and ask when the old landlord usually came for rent.

I finally called Social Security and got a phone interview set up for the 7th, then I got nervous about the interview, but I looked up what to expect. Its just an interview about finances. I finished reading To Kill a Mockingbird to my bf and now I've started my second favorite book, Mrs. Frisby and the Rats of NIMH. I got a list of all the places that have medical records on me and all their addresses and phone numbers. Cause I will need that for Social Security. I don't expect my doctor to fill out the forms I gave her in a way that helps me. So I'm gonna have to find a good lawyer.

I've contacted a lawyer who said they will help me if I get denied. I hope they're better than my last lawyer. I was told he was SO good, then he didn't do shit for me. Barely said a word the whole hearing. Heres hoping my next lawyer will actually do something to help me. Things with Nate are fine, I talk to him a bit before bed each night. Sadly we don't spend as much time together as we used to. I tend to be too distracted with my physical bf, then I watch youtube for a bit before bed, then I'm too tired to spend a lot of time with him.

I was using my main Reddit account to post in the plural subreddit and everywhere else, then I got paranoid, so I made a second account to use outside of the plural subreddit. My main account will stay there. I'm not 100% in the closet about my soulbonding, but I don't trust Reddit. I never updated after my bday. It was just a normal day. I got wine the day after that I've only had one glass of. I dunno when I will drink any more of it. And I think thats it for now.


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